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friday... @

hmm.. bloggin in for friday's event.. haiz.. bored.. time check 12.05..

nothing much lor... same thing.. sch... hmm... the only thing i tt remember is latiffa.. haha.. she ask me to act her boyfriend to spite another guy.. lol... well.. at least im of some use now? poor "galfriend"..

hais.. today i stayed in sch and studies until 6pm.. wow.. i din know my concentration span was tt long... finished economics... hmm... gona prepare my oral presentation.. think i gona come up with my own topic.. aboration..

hmm... i duno wad to write le.. so bored.. now irriating amelia.. lol.. nutin to do..

hmm..i suddenly have the urge to see a sunrise.. to me sunrise is so meaningful.. means a start to a new day.. new hope... can't wait to see one..

shoutout-
sisterspirit- ...
bH-...
denise - finialy u msg me le =p
jing yi - yepz.. the sunrise.. =p

quote of the day-
the sunrise.. a new day.. a new hope..

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mid sem coming le.. why i so slack.. @

sianz time check 12.14 am..

lol funny day.. duno why gundam suddenly msg me.. we nothing better to do go disturb GUYS in irc.. lol... hmm came to a conclusion tt... most guys.. are bAD asses.. its true...

hmm now at.. listening to songs lor.. chatting to amelia.. nutinn to do wor.. *sighs* .. mid sem test coming le.. yet i like so slack... yup i read through the tb and stuffs le... most things i rmb leyx... hmm duno ba... maybe i over confident? not a good thing ya..

haha.. today in tp.. having apel class.. the topic is goal setting.. hmm.. teacher ask about my goals.. family... social... professional.. spirit... fincial... learning... duno wad esle.. my brain totally freeze.. died... why am i in BUSiness when my interest is in BIO? hais.. life is lidat rite? in the end.. i handed in a blank sheet of paper.. my life is meaningless...

maybe its time to set things right... ya i decided le.. time to set goals in my life.. dun make life too meaning-less... hmm my spirit is love... my sign is communication... i believe tt love is throughout the world and can be spread... hee... tts my sign...

hmm.. today met up with meili! yep an ex-orange people.. haha go buy chocolate for my cutie sis.. i blanja meili eat cookie.. saw winnie.. so happy so many ppl.. caught up with times with meili.. aw man.. i miss those times..

oh ya. mid sem test comin.. gona buck up...

shoutouts-
sisterspirit- ....
BH- .....
denise- mei~ hais..
to my poly friends- ... sry.. i today mood swing.. it nv happened so long le.. it came back somehow..

quote of the day-
life is meaningless without a goal

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my new blog skin @

wee.... time check 12.23.. i studying my POM now.. since im chatting at amelia... i can blog in now oso rite..

sch was as usual.. IT IS LATIFFA's brithday! wee.. my "so called gf" bday... lol.. no presents though.. bud i surprise her by net send her a message.. damm cool right.. hmm.. boring day though... was sick... accounting lecture sucks.. oh dear.. mid sem coming le.. *stressed*

hmm i did my own blog today! wee! my 1st time... well.. sabby say it was tiny.. i duno.. i feel proud of it...

well... cs training was superb... me and orange make a good team...

hmm think today i shall talk about the 2nd person tt change my life quite alot.. hmm.. tt whould be who esle.. YI TING!! haha... muahahah

hmm noe this crappy gal for 4 years le.. well. initally think this gal TALKS LOUD.. lol.. im an extereme introvert back then in sec 1... she managed to turn me into this all crappy elmo.. all thanks to her.. hmm... we both quarrrel once i think? haha.. can say me and her went through THICK and thin.... sec 1 to sec 2.. brother[x] to brotherhood... she taught me alot of things... well...pool.. ice skate.. swimming.. wad esle.. she taught me how to handle stuffs... friends.. BGR... bud can't blame tt we both quarrel alot..

hmm i miss the good old days.. ting got bF le! my jie fu.. happy for her.. well.. times changed right... who knows one of these day i cross the road and see u with babies le? hmm all da best ting!a word of advice though.. study more rather than play more... dun get too used to holiday mood..

well tts all for today! @@ out of me in sch! i shave! lol.. one big step to manhood..

shoutouts-
ah forget it.. who looks in here anyway?
amelia - haha.. u again..
ting - yeps its u!
denise - *duno wad to say*

quote of the day
never forget who brought u up on the way...

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wad is love... @

hmm.. bloggin in for today event..

not much though.. hmm during the break.. we celebrated michelle's birthday again.. hahah.. she's 41 because she blew too many candles.. me and terence ate up most of the cake.. haha.. hmm... it rained then.. liew.. the group suan me and baoli.. in the end we hand to share an umbrella together.. so... akawrd..nevertheless.. i tried my best to make her feel comfortable..

hmm.. time check 12.36.. finish my economics le.. or rather skim though it.. understand it le.. hmm was talking to amelia and terence.... wad is love? can it be defined? is it due to fate? wad is fate then? haha.. poor amelia had to answer those...

haiz.. now can't sleep... i stayed up and think of her... hmm really miss the good old days in sch.. i miss 407.. the orange peoples... hais.. i miss ms chong.. i miss ms tan... i mss everyone! ..

not forgeting i miss all my dudes in sch.. hais.. now in tp.. walk around no one know me de.. unlike evss... walk around friends everywhere.. *sighs*...

psst.. i top my class for my POM project!

shoutouts-
sisterhood- .. exams coming? gd luck k..
BH- ....
denise- hee.. u know the her is who rite? ^,- the someone who greet me everyday when i wake up
baoli - wei dun feel so akward.. lol... they are juz teasing us..
jing yi aka amelia - heee... elmo 7 jing yi 1.. u finally broke the egg..
rachelmo- CREAK.. haha... i read ya blog u noe.. thnx for ur sms ( =

quote of the day..
never forget where u came from..

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... un-noticed ... @

hmm time check 12.30 am... here to blog in..

haiz.. over the week end so much happened... well.. friday i met up with jony and yong kun for midnight show... bud guess wad.. the stupid bloody GV got short circuted... in the end no one watch any show and got refunded.. after we went to pasir ris park... until 4am.. talked about stuffs and BGR.. *sighs*...

hmm the following day *saturday*.. i have to go to sch and perfrom! wee! singing on stage is nice... bud i din have enough sleep though.. i sletp at four am.. and woke up at 6.30am... only had two and a half hour of sleep.. anyway... the performance was great *choy lian was standing beside me!*.. haha.. hmm.. after sch met up with my cutie sis..meilissa, doreen and xue ting.. lata met up with lynn.. went to BK and had lunch.. talk bout stuffs..hmm.. well.. i miss the group of ppl... jie meis! where are u all..

in the saturday afternoon went of cs competition at CM toa paoh.. woah.. 1st time i met up with froggy, ar_gon, hydro, lori, belldandy, and takumi... of coz training ak was there.. well.. it was fun.. GBR lost to Tacfuls... and we... haha.. got 6th out of 30..not bad for a new clan like d7*. ... hmm.. reach home at about 9pm? went for online clan training util 1am.. got to sleep ba..

sunday! wee.. it was michelle birthday party.. im late.. poor terence had to come to my house and meet me.. haha well.. we discussed about the COMM skll project... found out tt loads of errors are made.. so in the end we ended up editing our things... well.. meet up with... gab, mei hua , bao li, yu jia and jing yi in the afternoon.. or would i say evening.. coz its like 5? hmm.. the gals *Except mei hua*.. went to wild wild wet.. while the others... mei hua, gab , me and terence went to talk and walk around... *damm oral B toothbrush so expensive*.. hmmm.. when the others came back.. we had guessed wad! PILLOW FITE... woot! im ur daddy... mummy family.. lol.. poor yu jia.. and the others.. we all got flu...

hmm... at around 8pm ba.. guess who we saw.. terence chong and ZHENG YU ZHEN... liew she was so pretty. we took photos.. haha...i guess my heart is melted by her... hmm at night din do much.. i too medicine and sleep.. played majhong and fortune telling*using poker cards by me of coz*.. haha...

hmm today monday.. went to sch... well.. all of our group were like sick... haha..they said i speak sumthing when i splet yesterday... poor amelia bao li and yu jia.. i was sleeping at the bottom of our *bed*... (floor) and snatch away the blanket in the night.. sry gals.. i slept like a pig.. haha.. today mroning bao li woke me up.. *juz as wad we got from the result of our fortune telling.. hey she wore pink too*... hmm..they went to took breakfast and we arrived in sch at about 9.03.. haha..wasn't marked late though...

wee... after sch actually wanna go home and zzz de.. bud went to katong and packed some stuff.. couldn't help remembering the BH chatlet at my house.. haiz.. i miss those times...

hmm.. ok now im partically sick... giddy.. feverish.. sleepy.... flu.. damm it.. my mid-sem test is next week.. hmm studies not a pronblem to me le.. haha well.. gona work hard for it though! *winks*..

i miss my friends.. for some reasons... no one called me over the weekend... i duno why..perharps only gundam did.. raine did.... what happened to the others? hmm.. maybe i got forgotten.. well.. everyone is busy with this with that.. maybe over time we forgotten about each other? haiz.. so much so for all those thingy...

wads friendship? wads the meaning of true friends? nahz.. i think i dun have any.. people only come to me only when they need me... thats life yarh?

shotouts-
denise- mei.. haiz... im down and out again.. din tell u.. bud i hope somehow or rather u will know..
sisterspirit- .....
BH- ......
4 baobeis - ....
huimin mei- mei thnx for guan xin wo...
jony and yong kun - haha.. so suay.. sue gv! to the hell with GV!

quote of the day-
people get forgotten over time.. bud i dun forget them..

ps- to myself : psst.. dun bother about BGR and friendship problems.. sometimes its better to be alone... study hard for the sake of myself k...

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arTs niGht! @

wee.. arts night finally... ytd event was great..

the day began.. where gundam reach my house i at 10am.. just woke up.. din sleep well the day before... was nervous about the performance.. well reach sch at 1pm.. say BH pinkys outside the sch coffershop.. haha..

hmm.. bus came at 1pm? reach SP around an hour lata... rehersal started... boring boring.. din have lunch.. skipped breakfast.. was too hungry to remember anything >.<

by 7pm i had my lunch + dinner le.. haha.. hmm.. well event started really fast can cool.. wee~ in a blink of my eye.. i saw so many things.. band YEAH... dances cool.. not forgeting the ev drama club.. lOl.. hey.. tt vedio where gundam and peabrain got married was cool..

hmm.. soon.. it was mine and sabby's turn to perfrom.. well i acted as her bf.. look kinda dumB.. *i had my hair blue and white* cool hurz... haha.. hmmm... "so did u enoy the performance?" "kk fine" "bye.. call me lata yarh".. those were my lINes!... well.. i perform my yang qin.. SPIDERMAN SPIDERMAN.. lOl.. i sang this with my yangqin cool hur.. hmm after tt went to join the aduience.. STD ROCKS... woot hoo..

hmm.. after performance le... actually going home.. den something forgotten.. well something tt lets us see how fragile life is.. how perious unity is... BH rOcks..

hmm.. wo hen lei le... think i gona zzz again.. yet again.. ARTS NIGHT ROCKS..

ps: thnx all those ex evss, peizi, tesa, joyce, cheryl, sumei, melissa and jan! for coming

shoutouts-
bh: bh unity is strength
jason: keep me informed k
wifee: finally over le hur~ keke.. work hard!
pris: i saw u! angle! bud u din talk much.. =p
sherilyn: u were so great in tt performances.
mH: our AH MA ROCKS
denise: hais mei.. why din u go >.<
yt and others: haha rocking in the concert!

quote of the day:
lifes is fun, depends how u look @ it

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shAn cAi & dAOmIng4 enDed uP tOgetHeR.. @

time check 12.53am..

hmm.. fun day today.. i went to sch in pInk (yeps again).. haha.. hmm love pInk man.. its not a crime k..

hmm juz finish watching meteor garden.. so touching wor... happy.. true love do last.. maybe i heaevn found mine yet ba...

lala.. finish my pom project le.. bud heaven do my com skil... well.. have to buck up le..

exams are around the corneer.. poly life is hectic man..

oh ya..todays special person i gona talk about is YiLing jIe!

hmm.. yiling is muai jie.. from dao family de.. she is none other than daomeinu! hmm.. can say she change my life quiet alot ba...

hmm... i still remember the way we both know each other.. yeps.. IRC.. we both sang eLMO song! tts why im named elmo i guess.. on the 1st outing.. she SHK.. now she still SHK ar.. haha.. bud dun think of a bad impression k.. she is a very nice jie... very gentle gal... and caring de.. whenever i needed her. she will always be there for me..

hmmm.. tough she lives in west.. and im in the east.. bud we do see each other.. yepps.. ONLINE! webcam rocks ar? haha.. we will entertain eachother whenever we are down.. hmm anyway.. this is my meinu jie! *muackz... she made an impact in my life!

shoutouts
BH- its coming..
wifee- die my performance.. 2 more days!
pris - am i tt sweet?
sherilyn - my phone!
denise mei- mei! greet me up everyday! wee..

yiling jie - yupz u are special!

quoteof the day
in shows.. couple usually end together...
in real life.. couple end up separated

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a year.. @

hais its been a year le... todays 17/4/04.. can't really forget wad happened a year ago... hmm.. bud glad.. im used to being single le..

hmm.. bud i gona say it anyway.. recall wad happend a year ago.. i remember it was racial harmony day.. i wearing jony's malay clothing.. hmm after sch i broke up with her.. duno why i rained.. i went into canteen.. *crying*.. hmm.. ting jie lent me her shoulder.. i rmb... after tt alot of things happened......

hmm.. today is 1 year after tt incident le.. memories still huant me everynow and den.. bud im used to single le... im recovering... =)

hey.. now im burried in books and projects.. *not mention new friends*....

well for my next posts... i gona put up people who change my mind... ting... my 4 baobeis... brotherhood.. raine.. blah blah blah.. read on ya~

shoutouts
pris - angle! where are u..
wifee - wei.. sat help me leyx..
mei - mei... hais...
mh - happy belated bday mama!
sherilyn - hippo fan club president.. can i have my mobile back?

botherhood - unity is strength

quote of the day
will the heart on the sand be washed away or blown away by the wind..
does it mean it wun work out?

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wee... pris early bday celebration... lalala.. @

weee... its friday! ... pRiS early bday celebration *i refuse to wish pris a happy birthday yet! its not here!*.. haha..

hmm.. day began like any other day.. bud it rained today.. lol.. i went to meet up with my cutie sis ma.. luckily din raine le.. we agreed to go to sch together every friday ma *aw so sweet*...

hmm.. today is a long day in sch ba.. 4 straight hours of lectures... *hey i know how to use telnet liao*.. lol... well.. hungry and long.. damm..

hmm.. after sch went home for a while.. den WEE.. to meet my baobei... den off to pris birthday party! *yepz its really at macdonald*.. lol... cool man.. cool pandan cake... cool nuggets.. cool ppl... woo hoo.. sisterspirit and brotherhood... fun..

haha.. not gona write much here.. u have to ask me for the details =p

shoutouts :
wifee : wee.. wad to wear tml?
pris: haha i not gona wish u happy bday until sunday k?
sherilyn: wei wei my hp when u gona return me..
mama mh: lol.. the cake bash..! cool hor?..
sl: ur brithday.. u watch out.. hiak hiak..
bros: pokemon!
to brotherhood and sisterspirit... GOOD LUCK FOR UR LC TEST TML!

quote of the day..
cakes looks beta on ya face

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the cruel world.. @

time check 10.23pm...

here to blog in for 1st July 2004..

wee.. 1st day of the month... well... pris's bday drawing near le... hmmm... tml gona have a bday party at macdonalds 201.. lol.. MACDONALDS when u are 16... funny yarh ?

ok.. day started noramlly... surpose to do project in the morning.. bud when i checked my homework.. *aw damm i forgot a HUGE part of my accounts hw*.. lol.. in the end nearly ended up late.. *took a cabby to sch*..

hmm.... did my comm skill project work... *michelle , yu jia, grab, jun wei , terence*.. at the study room.. haha.. not really serious about work though... crap.. talk...

hmm... after that went for dinner and apel class.. followed by the damm boring accouting tut... LIEW... the teacher speaks like dead fish... lol.. the funny part is when the teacher went for a toilet break.. and asked us to do our work.. well.. me.. being cheeky.. went up and read out the answer to everyone in my class.. wad to do.. typical me.. in the end we ended our class 1 hour early >.<

hmm... reach home now le... haiz... life is really cruel right? ... backstabbers all round u yet its so diffcult to indentify who is who... why can't everything be like secondary sch? where we have total control? ... friends? ... who to trust?.. i dun trust anyone le.. yEa.. not even my brothers... have to say.. a tag is juz a tag with no feelins in it... well... see to it la yarh.. i dun wanna quarrel.. its lame..

my view on life neh... is to pack urself busy.. so that we wun think about those unhappy thoughts... well.. its TRUE tt i have no one who understands me... so wad? do i really need one? ... 14/7 gettin near le.. *painful memories*.. but anyone cares....
in this world.. the good get make used... *for example.. when u are hardworking.. u have to do all the fucking work.. when u are rich.. ppl get u for $$...*.. ya i admit i was niave... haiz.. this is the cruel world...

i now live alone.. die alone.. all alone... i giv a damm about wad ppl think about me le.. i do wad i wanna do.. k.. if u wanna control me... forget it i wun change... for this is my life.. i choose to lead it this way..

shoutouts...:
wifee: stop thinkin about cows and work hard for ur Os...
pris: bday gal! countdown 3 days!
bros: i am myself.. dun change me.
denise: sry mei if i sounded rude... my apologies..
my class: backstabbers all around..
myself: wtf are u doin.. wake up....

quote of the day:
trust nobody

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