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Painful Painful.... @

hais... its been so long since i last blogged.. been really busy lately...

hmmm today finished wad im surposed to do for my POM project... so happy.. well let me blog in for the last few days of events

hmm.. captain ball.. we lost.. but hey.. not bad.. im starting to love my classmates.. haha.. well.. it was not a very good match.. those guys were rough.. im gentle!.. opps.. i accidently touched a gal. *damm i was standing too close*.. haha.. she quite pretty wor! .. haha... hmm.. after the match played soccer.. we won of coz.. 2-0 with me scroing one..

hmm.. can't remember much actually.. CCN day was fun.. sold pizzas and earn quite a bit of profit.. did project on sat *again*.. not bad.. after the project watched moive in sch with meihua and isamda.. *i love my galfriends =X*.. haha.. poor latiffa.. so tired that she skipped lunch and slept in the project room.

hmm.. alot of things happened.. very painful... i felt that suddenly.. i have clean forgotten who am i.. the past memories... i have transform... into a cold hearted beast.. hais... ive hurt alot on my way.. bud i feel happy at the moment.. is this the real me? am i really happy?.. i am not like this... i am elmo no more... hais..

its really painful to lose my old memories... my old self... now im on amission... part of it is... to find a new me... and to find back my oldself..

aw well.. no one understands i think... cya.

shoutouts-
BH-.....
SS-....
denise- mei ar mei.. haiz.. so long le.. distance drifted apart le..
huimin- dar dar..... holiday muz stay at home and work hard k
amelia- dun read my blog *smack*
... aw well.. dun think anyone will read anyway..

quote of the day:
i am elmo no more...


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Blog Blog.. whats that @

wee.. its been AGES since i write in my blog... 10/8/04... woah.. so many things happened since then.... new PM... so many pjs... had loads of fun....

hmm... i duno wad to write.. bud i guess i gona write about wad i did recently..

i brought alot of things.. damm loads... business wear.. man im broke.. hais i duno why am i doin her.. or wad am i doin.. damm.....

hais i dun wanna write le.. so fan.. hate life.. dun like life... booo....

quote of the day:
boooo...




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七里香 @

窗外的麻雀 在电线杆上多嘴

你说这一句 很有夏天的感觉

手中的铅笔 在纸上来来回回

我用几行字形容你是我的谁

秋刀鱼 的滋味 猫跟你都想了解

初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回

那温暖 的阳光 像刚摘的鲜艳草莓

你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉

雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水

院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一迭

几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却

你出现在我诗的每一页

雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水

我接着写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾

你是我唯一想要的了解那

饱满 的稻穗 幸福了这个季节

而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄

你突然 对我说 七里香的名字很美

我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴

雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水

院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠

几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却

你出现在我诗的每一页

整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水

窗台蝴蝶

像诗里纷飞的美丽章节

我接着写把永远爱你写进诗的结尾

你是我唯一想要的了解

the above is jie lun de song.. qi li xiang.. most computer cannot see.. bud those who have access to my blog can preview it drom my blog.. try to go to view, encoding.. change it to unicode (UTF-8)

quote of the day..-

ni shi wo wei yi xiang yao de liao jie



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national day!! @

guess wad! its been so long since i update this blog.. today is national day!

hmm... well its been hell loads of fun since i finish my exam on thursday.. woo hoo! ...

friday - sentosa

woo hoo.. went to sentosa with my brothers.. well on the way to there i saw a gal from tp.. tt really cute ger.. bud duno she got recongise me anot..
haha.. reach sentosa at 1pm pls.. WOW ... QUIET.. so amaze to find tt sentosa is so quiet.. hmm.. kinda bored.. so we swam around... pick up sticks to fight.. lol.. we even recorded a video... hg and jason was from the ninja tribe.. me and kw from sumari tribe.. somehow i becum king auther.. FAHTER GIV ME UR SWORD.. *watch song's hp*.. haha.. damm fun..
after that went to BH capitial *my katong house*.. hmm slacked around.. wanted to BBQ but no fire starter.. in the end we have to BBQ the charcoal on the stove.. lmao.. damm fun though..

saturday- sunrise..
hee.. saturday i stayed over at katong with my poly frend.. haha.. actually wanted to watch sunrise de... bud.. u know.. haha.. hmm.. we tried our very best to stay awake... watch freak friday on HG's laptop*yep he forgot to bring home*.. haha.. bud in the end we slept! poor amelia have to wake me up... she tried from 6am to 6.40.. alas.. i woke up le.. bud IT WAS TOO LATE.. in the end we have to catch it at my house rooftop.. woo hooo..after that we slept again...

sunday- kheng's bday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHENG.. ok early bday? we celebrated.. wow.. 16 of us.. we went to watch the fireworks.... hmm damm nice... but hais... its loney to watch it alone ya noe.. den we went to marina square.. damm nice of this uncle to drive us there.. bud the stupid policemen dun allow us to take it ... say duno wad pick up point.. hai wo men yao cross the road...
haha... imagine 16 of us at marina square bbq.. damm nice rite? yep.. like a family... hg, sl, me , joel, jason, bs, yc, zhong, kheng, yt, sab, mh , pris , clara, qi hui.. haha... so nice... i love da family... after that went to my katong house again.. haha.. mei huey wanted to bathe.. so i lent her my shirt.. she look so cute it in!! *aw so sweet*.. haha... the gals played majong while joel me and sherilyn slept... the next morning the gals woke us up.. man.. need to sleep... haha

monday - national day..
hee.. went home in the morning.. hardly have anytime to sleep... hmm.. changed and went to gundam house... we went to staduim after that.. wah.. so many ppl... RED... they must have liked elmo anot.. lol.. well.. we went to sell badges... hao lei wor.. i hate singaporeans.. most of them ba.. so rude.. dowan buy say dowan la.. dun treat us like transprent... lol... well. had a tired day though... on the way back slept.. now awake le typing on this bloggy..

reflection- weekend..
needless to say i had hell of fun this weekend.. hais... bud i wun forget.. MY PJs! my HWs!... my STUDies! damm them.. haha.. have to pia le.. if not cannot finish my project will hai si wo de project member de..

shoutouts-
denise - mei u nv go =(.. whrs my surprise? =p
sabby-glad to see u recover le.. i buy u liang teh nex time u sick k? *touch wood*
mh- mama! u look soo cute in my shirt.. lol *aw so sweet*
pris- angle! haha.. sry i look abit moody... nv pei u talk at the fireworks there.. must have bore u to death... haha.. i tired ma.. need to sleep~dun quarrel with ur mama about goin out k?
sherilyn- sh.... wad i told u dun tell ppl k? sh....
yt- sry sry! my house de towel stinks.. i noe.. bud can't help it ma..
clara- sometimes can't be help right? help me tell cheryl i miss her!!
hong guan- gogogo! i support u 200%.. wack him.. teach him a lesson
jason- muahaha.. HANDSOME la u.. lol... study hard k.. dun let US down..
yong cai- haha.. u sick liao... muahahahahahaha
songlim - brother... watch wad u eat..
kheng - happy bday bro.. hoped u enjoyed it..
joel- thai? lol.. treat ur gf seriously la..
vincent- dun pet too much =X
zhong- hee... so sweet.. treat ur gf good k..

melissa- sista! sry i couldn't sent u home *aw man*.. hmm miss ya loads k?
amelia - haha.. i thnk next time we muz sleep in afternoon den watch it at night rachel- u called me!!
baoli - eeeks! i busy today can't pei ni go see fireworks k? sry sry
pigu- pigu o pigu... watch fireworks nv call me go =(

quote of the weekend-
fun rocks!



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mid sem test =( @

hmm... this week is mid sem test week.. so far economics and accountings have been a breeze for me... left CSA and management le! wee~ holidays!

haha so gald.. nv knew that choy lian (my 4th laopo =X ) is sitting beisde me for the exam.. after the exam i din talk to anyhow.. coz i dun wanna comment about it.. bud this lian ar.. haha come compare answer with me.. den pull my sleve and say yay we same! *so xin fu*.. haha.. i day dream too much le *PIAK* WAKE UP.. haha she's 20 btw.. i juz admire her beauty and her character.. really kind yar?

hmm.. today accountings different le.. ah lian exempted from the exam... din see her =(.. anyway im damm pissed by jun wei.. liew.. one farking question wrong nia he keep saying its 19 marks.. hmm.. yay my dad gave permission to rock BH capital le.. woot...

after sch went to tm with hui xin, hwee ting, griselda terry and terence.. .well separated and left me and terence.. my pal.. lol.. we went to watch Irobot.. cool movie man... should go watch..

oh ya.. now i listen to jay's new album .. woot.. quite nice wor.. i gona learn the rap of track 5 and 10.. just wait!

im happy the way im leading my life.. sch's been no prob to me... friends neither... only family ba.. hmmm.. well.. i should be content ritez? no bgr prob coz no gf =p

shoutouts-
sisterspirit- ..
BH-...
Denise- mei ar.. 8 Aug go la *winks
amelia - jie lun rocks! agree? =p
pigu- pigu o pigu.. where are u..
qian ru- ru jie.. xie xie u wor..
terence - QI MONG.. lmao

quote of the day-
a man should know how to be contented..

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the seashore.. waves, wind and the rain.. @

time check 12.17am..

bloggin in for recent events.. hmm... dun do much.. saturday went to see shi mian mai fu.. kns the show... rubbish.. yoah.. finally met up with my brothers le. phew.. really miss them alot.. lol.. IM NOT GAY..

ok.. today went to marine parade libary to study with amelia.. bud we arrived too early.. in the end went to macdolands... my dad drove me there of coz.. hmm.. brought big mac.. bud ma de.. the burger kns.. really~.. after that called yu jia tag along too... went back to liabry...

hmm... wads studying when yu jia come.. liews.. i can't stand them.. keep wanting to intro a gal by the name of carpet? bud name is jia bi if i nv rmb wrongly.. lol... luckily she din come... hmm yujia din study much.. she soon left as she was sick..after that left me and amelia *again*.. we studied .. well of coz i did and i finish my 9th revision of economics... was bored.... den amelia suddenly suggested to go to the beach.. yep we did.. talk a bout things on the way.. hmm.. well i forgot how to throw pebbles le... hmm we walk to east coast park de mac wait for her parents to fetch her... looking around for nice cars.... thinking of ways to disturb the taxi driver.. lol.. den without warning it rain.. damm it rained hard.. we into the building for shelter.. her parents soon came and picked her up.. and i had to take a cab.. damm pissed because people were snatching away my CABS! well finally got one and went home..

on the cab did some self reflection... i miss my friends... thats nothing to hide... well... something distrub me though.. amelia de sms.. lol.. she said her family talking about me.. well normal for me... duno how many parents tot i am their daughter's de bF le... can't stand it.. now at home le lor... nutin to do.. juz finish my 10th time revision of economics...

hmmm... well.. meaningful day.. bud can't be compared to some rocking with the brothers.. woot..

shoutouts
sisterspirit and BH - take care of urselves people... nature is playing with us
denise - mei~ tml exam le.. hee.. after my exam keep the promise hor
amelia- thnx for the short letter.. have been ages since i recieve one... the rain really brings back memoris hor
yu jia- orbi.. now u buring midnight oil..
ting, raine , shiya - GOOD LUCK FOR UR EXAMS
pigu - pigu o pigu... tml good luck k.. *bless ya*...

quote of the day-

u've been searching everywhere for love,
when i juz stood there waiting for u to find.
u've been complaining tt no one is by ur side,
when i've been watching ur back by the side. <-- amelia write de..


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