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study study study... @

ouch ouch ouch.. headache.. damm.. have been studying for the whole damm day.. woke up at 1pm.. feeling rather tired.. damm the weather so nice.. bud wait.. theres aren't anytime for me to waste.. so i hopped out of my bed and off i go...

hmm.. reach sch at around 2... ate my lunch in business canteen.. chicken chop oneeee.. lol.. on the way i saw melissa! damm i miss her alot!! i miss her smile.. her voice.. everything!!.. glad she came to talk to me.. i gona get her once my exams are over... uncle elton sound so cool... hmm.. (this ting is my jie tengy) ting was late *as always*.. after my lucnh we went up to study room...

hmm.. nice enviroment to study... i tot.. lol.. damm TP STUDENTS ARE REALLY STRESSED OUT... they are singing and banging the doors in school!.. lol... i mean.. THEY SING OUT LOUD... lol... ting comment that if TP have a ktv.. it will be always fully book.. dun you agree..

hmm.. at around 4.. we left the study room.. procceed to bedok interchange macdolands.. woo.. studying at mac can be fun too.. hey this all reminds me of my O lvl days.. studying outside with the same old dudes.. but i din really study den.. now i am serious.. i completed my management today! so happy..

yarh.. looking forward for tmls sentosa trip.. duno.. if i dun feel like goin den i wun go le.. hee.. tml see how ba..

qutoe of the day-
never forget the past.. they shape out who you are today

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ke ai ren shen @

weeee.... weeee ... today so fun.. almost perfect... muahahah

hmm woke up in the morning at around 930.. shyt intially tot i was late.. bud wasnt.. met up with terence at around 11am? hmmm den proceeded to mensa for lucnh... after that went back to libary to study CSA.. damm tt subject was damm bored.. anyway i saw shiya and raine.. look like my prayres ytd work out..

hmm.. studied until 1.30.. not bad... remember quite alot of things... after that.. duno whr to go so went to computer lab to slack.. hmm... den decided to go for a moive..- the terminial.. damm.. i was waiting to watch that moive for so ong.. finally been able to watch it...

the moive----- damm nicE!! reallly nice!!! totally changed by tot on life.. yah.. in life u gota wait... hold ur dreams high and aim for it... love it so much...

hmm.. after moive went to parkway for pool.. played for a while with yong cai.. hg.. sabby.. yeeteng and bs.... then join with mh , sl ,sherilyn.. pRIS!! and kw.. damm i miss my bros and sisterS! well din see them for so long le.. duno wad was up with them.. anyway i dun care! i enjoyed myself so much.. burnt candles on the bench and got scolded by the secruity.. damm who cares.. soon left.. however tt sl dumb.. go kick the dustbin.. in the end kena scolded from stranger.. haha. bud u know us.. suan tt uncle face black.. lol.. action speaks louder than words..

wee.. really love the time at ecp.. throw fireworks at the sea.. lighted the candles with pris... did so many things... hmm.. of coz caught up with somethings with da sisters..

the best thing.. when i reach home ... i saw my friendster msg.. left my someone really special! really made my day!!

muack.. i love u my dear bros and sis!

quote of the day-
i dun live up to people faces.. i live by myself..

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im alone.. all alone... @

hais... can't sleep again tonight.. theres a feeling within me.. abit of vex.. abit of sadness.. this feeling.. i can't describe... hais.. wad is happening to me?!.. i hate life..

today stayed at home for the whole day.. initally want to start revision today de.. but somehow can't bring myself to.. wanted to go out to take a breeze.. bud no one wana accompany.. guess everyone have their own little life...

hais.. why issit everytime i need someone to be there... there wun be anyone? where are all my so- called brothers? i give up le.... i really give up..

i need someone to preach me.. someone PLEASE do it.. >.<

quote of the day-
the rain is falling.. i can't see..

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headache.. hais @

hais.. having a very terrible headache now... well.. juz finish revamp my blog.. theres a few errors here and there.. i heaven been able to crea8 a scrollable table for my pictures.. so im counting on ting for that.. =)

hmm... ytd was a very fun day... in the afternoon went for badminton.. initally din book the court and we dun have a court to play.. however... thank god someone din come to collecting their booking and the court was ours.. weee... din play long though.. after that we wanted to play bball.. bud it rained.. so went for pool instead... with ter, jin siong, yujia, baobao... terry and hui ting joined in lata.. in the afternoon met up with kun and jony for moive.. wee.. the police story... story line was good... though all the fighting scene made me all fired up.. bud still learnt something... dun let you setbacks put u behind.. wake up, you have more big things for u to do... after that went to kun house to slack... slept at 5am after supper at tampines mart.. haha...

woke up at 11am today..went back home... hmm met up my two bros again for dinner.. after that pool again.. man tampines is a boring place... i assure u...

hais.. suddenly feel down and out... its been a very long day for me.. thinking of things... memories... i suddenly realised that i miss alot of people denise.. kuan li.. regina... kaising... hui qi.. peiling... my jie- meis.. my ah bu lynn... alice.. janel.. ting.. raine... shiya.. riena.. meiling.. i really missed the old times where we could juz hang out... brotherhood... what happened to it?.. brotherx... its gone le.. bud there muz be a reason why kuan jie consider it as one of his closest friend.. maybe so do i...

im down and out.. mentally and emontionally.. (wadeva wayu spell it)... gota buck up if i were to achieeve my goals..

quote of the day -
wake up, you have a brighter future ahead.

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im a burden... @

hais... maybe im not surpose to be born into this world... im juz a burden to all..

maybe i was born into this world for the wrong reason... i dun find a reason meaningful enough for me to be here.. im a burden to my family.. friends and everyone esle...

family- no one understands me .. no matter how hard they try or i try.. NO ONE DOES.. to them i might juz be someone who can't study, can't think... can't work.. useless freaking son... born to deplete my family resources.. each day will only ask for money.. come home use computer..

friends- i love my friends no doubt for that.. bud in some ways i feel i am a burden to them.. whenever i did something silly.. or anything wrong.. they will worry for me... i duno.. in a sense i think i owe my friends alot..

other people- im a burden.. in sch i dun do my work... cause their marks to drop....

i duno.. i hate myself.. i hate life

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i wana be a bendan! @

i wana be dumB! (bendan in chinese).. being a bendan is a blessing.. coz you don't have to put on faces to face people... and the best thing is no one will blame you for it... yet you still get to be youself...

this world is cruel... for all you know you so-called best friend might be ill talking about you behind your back.. i hate backstabbers... bud luckily for me i only had a few in my life.. glad to say i had some trusted friends such as ting, kun, terence, jony, dar dar huimin, bendan nana, denise and few to be mentioned... well at least everytime im down i can approach them rites?

hais.. im writing for today! went to see the moive dodge ball!.. so cute... it was damm funny.. im looking forward to play it in real life (any takers?)... after that went to slack.. nothing to do.. nowhere to go.. life's so bring.. in the end went to plae bball with terence and kun.... until quite le..

hais... projects and school work is taking away all my friends! we are all victims of MOE (POW of MOE)... whats the use of learning so many things, are they really applicable in lifE? isn't life too short to stress youself?

hais.. lifes really cruel...
hate life..

quote of the day-
don't let a few setbacks set you down.. let them be lessons you learn on the way

shoutouts-
nana- ben dan.... waity for urs and mine exams to finish kie? go sing~
denise- jia you till u fatttt...
tengy- you are still my best gal pal (and the most irriating)

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hais.... @

hais.. been a boring + tough day for me... so many thing happened.. though din show it out.. my heart full of problems..

i duno what to write.. perharps the below can tell..:

our photo.. brought back memories..
last year.. you are still by my side..
for sometime we din contact each other..
soon you are far away..

maybe you forgotten me..
or maybe its hard to turn back..
i know i miss the chance..
but can you give me one more chance..
for me to say i love u?

even if i duno..
can you turn back..
give me a chance..
i know insist on leave..
was your excuse to hide ur pain..
even if it dosen't work out..
can you give me a chance?
to show how much i love you
how much you meant to me?

love is not about time..
neight its about anything esle
its all about feelings..

maybe you dun have the feelings now..
or they are left somewhere in ur memories..
maybe you clean forgetten me..
can you turn back?
ill always be behind u..

if you really have to leave... dun forget me..
if it really hurts... forget me...

-elmO-

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weee.. finally got back on track @

weee... juz ended training.. hais... headache...

anyway.. i had a new hair cut le.. until vv short.. lOlx... look wierd now.. bud im sure ill look the same given the time...

hais.. exams coming le... my hair gona drop... sry lian.. u my mama.. so u blad i blad.. lol... hmm.. got back my results le.. so far all acceptable range of mine... dun wana talk much about me..

hais.. today during the break.. suddenly felt vv mooooooooody... not i duno why... pms sia.. maybe need to do self reflection again..

this sat got bsc sports day.. yay... blog in till den

quote of the day-
stress keep me motivated

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Lif3 @

People changes, you can't help it.

During every chances, something or someone will get left out. The same goes to me. those who know me for a very long time will noe. im not longer the oldself. the thing i foregone is the happy side of me. i still changing, i wana get a new life, thing i going to forego, my past.

ya some may call me selfish, but think about it, aren't everyone selfish? ya you may say its some stupid excuse i popped out but think carefully. are you sure you will giv everything and except no returns?

i wana be happy. i wana be the old me. bud how? i can't get my past back right. i had made a decision. a decision to dump my past and look ahead. but the thing i goin to forgo now is .. myself. its painful to lose touch of yourself. its even more painful to know the truth.

i got this new prospect in life. i dun believe in friends. perharps sabby is right, everyone cares about themselves. im tired. tired of making my friends happy, now its time to be selfish.

for all you people know about me, don't say you understand me, no one ever understood me, not even myself. the person who really understands me no longer stands by me side that regulary.... each time i need someone by my side.. who is that? no one... everyone is busy with their life who gives a damm about mine? but don't forget, my life is made up by each small little parts, sometimes so cherish your friends, dun regert when the are gone.

im coldhearted. in the past i would nv reject a gal in the way i did. call me dumb, call me stupid, i dun care. some things are better off being dead den rather drag. i myself had my own little world. everyone esles have. sorry if i forced myself out of urs.

everyone is selfish. no one is not.

if that is it? does true love exist?

though nv seen it myself. i do believe in love. above all odds i still belive in love till this day. i myself had a girl.. someone who will make my heart pump each time i see her without fail. some one who made my life meaningful.. someone who used to be there for me.. someone who will make me willing to do anything for her.. i found that myself... bud is that true love? i duno.. love dun have a defination.. bud at least i know its something special...

quote of the day-
everyone is selfish, no one is not

shoutouts-
tengy- ting i mad le... i really explode le
denise - mei.. u might find the last paragraph meaningful..
bh and ss - sorry but i no longer believes in friendship now.. holds no value to me
myself- cruel world.. hate life

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wo lei le... @

hais.. im tired... perharps i succeeded in my goal... keeping myself packed and busy so i can tire myself out can dun think so much?.... ya.. think so..

hmm.. here to blog in of coz.. friday after school went for pool.... with yujia.. terence bro and jia bi.. bud i soon left coz they were playing sad songs.. damm i hate sad songs... .

wee.. at the night went out with d7 members.. of coz ben dan nana was thr... so was sean and 14 others... we went to skate.. after that eat..den went home.. kindof like a farewell thingy to sean.. coz he's leaving singapore for a long period.. sighs.. sean if u see this please remember to come back =p..

on the way back... thought of loads of things... coz from jurong to tampines ma... yep i sort it out le.. live is short.. like wad nana said.. why make urself suffer?

today din go anywhere.. looks like everyone is busy with their stuff... i heaven complete my comm skill project yet... my sayang is in malaysia.. think she's sleeping in the car or sumthing.. wadeva it is.. i miss her..

quote of the day-
live itselfs is in ur hand.. use it to spoil it

shoutouts-
denise-.. mei... 3 weeks le..
huimin mei-.. cheer up dar dar..
latiffa- sayang! where did u go?!

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sports day ? -.- @

weee... today is sports day for me.. lol.. woke up at 7.45... aww.. damm tired.. nevertheless woke up coz promised meihua and ismadi to play squash today.. no chioce wads.. promise are never meant to be broken.. hee

haha.. squash is fun.. but is VV tiring.. i rusty le.. so long nv play squash.. not bad though.. at least i remember my shorts... the funny thing is... ismadi keep swatting flies... and i nearly hit him with my racket (my racket somehow flew away from my hand and nearly hit ismadi)... lol... we played... and within a short while our time was up... damm 3 hours of squash.. finish..

hmm.. i took a cabby home.. den another cabby to sentosa to meet up with gab, bao and joanne... i promised them too.. so i went there.. unfortunately.. it rained today.. seem they din do much.. eat BK... den went ahead to see the chalet.. was planning to book one for my group.. i duno if they can make it... anyway... after that went to palawano beacho.. lol... played volleyball.. after that went to swim.. bao din wanted to swim in the 1st place... bud joanne.. ABISH.. there flew bao in to the water... splash... poor baobao.. lol.... well... did some swimming.. den played volleyball with another group of people.. they arn't that good... bud they are DAMM FUNNY.. ask them wad school they from.. they tell us they from social university.. *dropped out*.. lOlx... did alot of lame things too.....

yawnz.. tired.. after that was the way home... after da bath we proceed to harbour front center.. for the food junction.. talked and crapped alot... joanne and gab seems really interesting... while bao and i was too tired.. *yawnz*...

on the way home... i was alone on the mrt.. was msging my sayang.. while these malay couple camp and stood beside me.. OMG.. i hate them.. the KISSED and HUGGED on the BLOODY TRAIN.. liew.. what is the world coming to... wad.. animal show ar... wan to hug and kiss go home la.. disgrace to their religon... muslim gals are surposed to be more... hais.. fuk them... irriating bitch.... and bastard..

yawnz.. wo lei le.. now waiting for my sayang to log on.. gota log..

quote of the day-
SPORTS DAY

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weee.. sweet.. @

weee.. today is 15/9/04.. happy birthday jolin cai yilin!!

hmm... din do anything special today.. went to sch as usual in the morning... but that stupid bus number 15.. dowan stop... went off without me.. ma de.. duno who am i.. i am the president of kidster k.. sighs.. in the end have to take taxi.. no chioce who ask me to be president.. too much money to spend le =X..

muahaha.. reach sch at around 1010.. did some project..after that did excel test.. not bad though.. know how to do all... had an very heavy lunch.. brought a squash ball with mei hua...

hmm.. attended accounts lecture.. surprised to see tengy there.. lol.. wanted to sit beside my sayang.. bud she kept complaining so i moved away.. hmm.. elane sat between me and her.. anyway.. lecture was quite boring.. mr koh kinda pissed by us...

wee.. i did a sweet thing.. lol.. my sayang wanted green tea coz elane tot drank it and she said it was nice.. during the break i went to buy her one.. lol.. and she was like kinda surprised.. lol..

hey... the pom presentation day photos are finally out! wee.. go take a look at my friendster photos..

quote of the day-
someone in the world still cares

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pInKsTeR (*V*) pR!nCeSs @

weee.... today is 14.. im offcially single for 1 year and 2 months liao.. lol im proud of that...

hmm.. yay today my sayang came to sch... she's no longer sick.. haha.. so happy ya noe... tot sayang gona be sick for few days.. aku cinta padamu sooo mucch.. lol...

hmm... today got back various result.. account test.. 45/50... den POM project presentation marks.. 18/20.. all thanks to my group... i love da group.. got sayang.. han2.. adha.. pretty flower.. and ismadi...

hmm... stayed back after sch for comm skill project for a while.. bud ended up talking craps.. lol.... exams coming le.. muz focus.. friends.. u all dun understand anything or need help in wadeva subject approach me k?

quote of the day-
an apple a day keeps the doctor away..

shoutouts-
denise- mei.. prelims rite? hee.. jia you!
sayang- l0lx... crazy -.-
tengy- economics idiot.. LOL

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weeeeee.. presentation... @

wee.. today had economics presentation... woke up at 7 am.. damm.. had to wake up so early go school...

hmm.. met hwee ting... aka ting at the bus stop and went to the lab.. surpise to see so little people.. heys.. lian came abit lata... had breakfast at business canteen.. after that went up and presented our work.. wasn't so diffcult as we thought... *psst i saw my gf in a jacket.. shes sick sak..*

aw.. she din went go comm skill.. *sighs*.. poor gf muz be tiring herself out with all the stress she got from accounts... *hugz* .. get well soon eh..

hehe.. after school guess wad? went to PS.. watch anacondas.. though watch before le... it was quite nice watching with bao, jia, joanne, gab and ter... poor bao so timid.. haha..on the way home while walking to somerset mrt station.. gab got *bombed* by bird shit.. OMG... so saddening.. bud i cleaned up for him.. so its ok...

hais bored.. came home and did accounts homework... luckily sayang came online and chatted with me.. thanks sayang.. u made my day..

quote of the day-
resting is to go for a longer distance

shoutouts-
denise- mei... about 2 weeks nia.. seems like months le..
latiffa- sayang.. *hugs* get well soon yarh.. miz ya loads..
nana- nana bu yao sad.. single still da best

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weee... @

weee... today went to sch in the morning to help out at the sports day.. though it was tiring.. i met alot of new friends..

hmm in the afternoon went to meet up with those death 7 freaks.. sean ,orange ,banana ,mao ,zombie ,dsa ,kurei ,ah dao, kopi kia, iori, bell , deming, takumi and NANA! weee.. so fun... most of them i heaven seen them before... bud today i did... nana so ke ai... small small size blur blur de.. =X.. sean so cool with her powerful english and stylish hairstyle.. well i not going to list everyone here... it gona be tiring if i do so... 14 ppl ya noe...

well since death7 gona split le.. a new clan is gona come out soon... real soon.. wcg is over.. most of us are now free...

anyway... poor bao left her keys at home and din bring to sch.. her parents went shopping and she have to wait outside her house.. sadd.. anyway she's home safe and sound...

well thats all for today..

shoutouts-
nana- nana nana nana!!
tengy- find someone more irriating than u leyx... den intro to me

quote of the day-
theres no knowing what would the cyber world brings.. bud im glad what it had brought me

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conflicts... @

hais... today is 10/9/2004... hmm.... started out fine.. but turned..

hmm.. today morning i woke up at 8.... surpose to meet melissa every friday without fail.. bud can't coz today im doing something different.. i gona play badminton with my friends... ismadi, terence and me arrived at 8.30.. yu jia soon came.... we played 2v2... was fun.. bud soon mei hua came.. haha... im mena.. i kept gaving meihua diffcult balls that she can't get.. bud the funny thing was... i was trying to save the ball from touching the floor and hit it vv hard.. and i ended up on meihua's butt.. OMG.. lol.. nex meihua served the ball... bud somehow.. the racket ended up flying towards.. luckily though no one was hurt... bud tension was high... well conflicts... yujia keep venting anger on the ball.. well.. not a bad way to distress yarh?

hmm.. after the game. we went to bathe and proceed to bathe... and lunch.. damm it was 12.50... we only have 10 mins to eat... and we decided to buy sanwiches and buns... after buying them... stacy called us and said mrs lim said she was goin to late.. CURSES... damm her.. now im still hungry.. din had a proper meal since yesterday night.... well.. our class had its 1st major conflict today... all becuz of the damm stupid fucking comm skill project.. becoz of this project... everyone got flared up.. it somehow spoilted everyone's day.. well i did not get invloved coz i myself had my own problems...

today yujia told me... someone felt i was using her as sort of "sparetyre".... I DID NOT I SWEAR TO GOD.. bud she kept insist.. what can i do? well i let yu jia beat.. if that solve her anger.... bud the point is.. i still believe i did not.. if thats what she thinks.. i think ill juz INGORE EVERY EACH OF MY 4 GALFRIENDS... of coz i will communicate once or twice but it will not be as often as now.. HAPPY with the decision? saddd.. i din talk to latiffa today.. said a few to baoli becuz of project.. think thats all i gona do... sry if this decison hurts anyone.. bud this is me... i am myself and under no circumstances i am going to change..

shoutouts-
latiffa- sry galfrend... my mood dipped.. im not my usual today
sabby- erm.. u feeling beta today?
sherilyn- new haircut? woot
terence- happy advance birthday bro

quote of the day-
war are crea8 due to different opinion of FEW people..but the consequences can be GREAT...

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pInKsTeR aKa eLmO (*v*) little pR!ncEss aKa Latiffa @

lol... revamp!! i got my blog revamp!! though mostly copied from another layout.. i did put some improvements on it though... like the pop ups... the music... and the fading effect.. tag board up too.. haha

hmm... today is 09092004.. haha... can't believe it man.. my main exam coming so soon... 3 more weeks? but i heaven had enough fun yet... my class had gone bersek these few days.. ever since tuesday...

aiya duno wad to write.. iM BORED....

quote of the day -
xing fu de ding yi shi she me?

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a touch from the angles.. @

wee...! today today today! presentation for management! my hardwork for these few months had paid off..!!

today we presentated the management projects... IT WAS DAMM FUN.. hmm.. pom rocks.. but what rocks more is our class and my friends... everyone wore formal wear... so cool.. and we did all our little presentation.. my group came up with a stupid idea.. an idea of a puppet show... so fun.. we had the retarded grandpa.. irriating brothers.. mum.. dad.. and maid... lol... so much fun we had.. not forgetting elane's group... GAY ROCKS.. lol.. din have much of problems.. only thing was we din do the controlling part.. and mei hua and to rush it... next was mei hua knocked on her head when she was doing the show..

after the projeects the main thing came in.. WE TOOK PHOTOs.. lol.. formal shots.. couple shots.. gay shots.. friend shots... ALMOST everything.. it was damm fun.. im beinging to love my classmates and treasure each and every one of them.. bud the sad thing is we gona split up in the few months time.. i gona miss my gf latiffa.. irriating han.. cheerful gab... bLUr bao... roUGh yu jia.. bRO terence.. sunshine meihua.. mature mich.. beruwang joanne.. small dick junwei.. long dick ismadi.. and LOADS more.. hais.. looks like im the only few goin to general business.. sad.d... *not forgetting classy stacy.. sweetie lian... noty griselda.. mancho terry.... twins hui xin and ting... man.. i could name 24 of them all..

hmm.. after the photo taking sessonS.. i went for pool with terence, yu jia, amelia.. terence,gris, hui ting and xin joined in lata...well i went of earlier. had fun.. man i love pool.. but should i join the pool compettion .. i duno..

hmm.. *ps i keep seeing YP around the sch.. woot*.. haha.. anyway gota log now.. no one chatting with me anymroe.. damm bored.. my gf hand juz logged off..

this is the new life im leading..

shoutouts-
TB035.. ROCKS
amelia- weeeeeeeeee.. dun keep thinking bout the past.. look foward..
my sayang- tired sak..
denise- mei.. each day i wake up i see u.. hais..
sabby- JUZ WAIT FOR THE SCOLDING
sherilyn- ty peabrain.. cheeros
bh-..... wad happended to all the rocking.. BRING IT BACK..
SHOW THE OTHERS OF THE UNITY WE HAVE

quote of the days-
angles dancing around me

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Elmo is lost ?? @

Hahahzx....i never thought tat i will write in tis blog again....coz everyone is all busy with their stuffs.....and tat includes me too.....i hardly haf any time fer my own blog....let alone others.....but hey...perhaps once in a blue moon i shld write some crap in here too....dun mind rite elmo ? Lolzx....ya lo...like wad i mentioned....everyone is so busy with their own things.....especialli the upcoming Os....it has definitely made everyone so stressed up...and forgotten wad "play" means.....some are busy with projects and some are busy with studying....for me ? I dun realli wan to study....but seeing how serious my frens are in preparing fer the prelims...i couldnt help but get freaked off....lolzx....so lesser time spent on talking and going out....more time spent on studying....some things like drifting apart is inevitable....talk less work more has realli made the atmosphere between us tense....hahahx...i also tink tat the "playful" sherilyn is also going to disappear soon....afraid of losing own self too....but hey...who doesnt go thru tis period of time....? yes we may be talking less...playing less....communicating less....and distance is aso getting wider and wider....even in different classes...some frens drift away....not to mention different schools...but wad matters most is tat we still maintain the same feeling....and be who we are in front of them.....when stress is in the way....we will sureli break down at times....and perhaps get pissed off very easily....temper loses cool veri easily too....but we dun mean it.....anger may get the control over our heads.....but tat does not mean tat it comes right from the bottom of our hearts........hahahx....hmM.......losing self......nahx........tat is onli a feeling.....yupx....hope it stays a feeling forever...coz if ure mind is set on being who u are.....the rest of ure brain cant change u...!! Hahahx.......time pass.....people change....but most importantly....we dun forget the times we had and of course.....to make it happen again !! Hahahx........sherilyn u are realli crazy.......yah lo.......honestly speakin i tink i changed too....hope tat is onli a feelin and not the truth....tink tat i am no longer as cheerful and happie as last time....mayb becoz of some unhappie things happening around me ?? Hahahx.....or mayb i am now at the slope of my life....and it is an upward slope some more.....climb until too tired le.....but i noe the slope will end soon....it better be !!! Lolzx.......

quote fer the dae : "dun treat me so well...it will only make me sadder when we had to part after graduation.......coz odds are...we will never feel the same and haf so much fun like we did again....!"

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anyone read this? let me noe... @

i duno what am i writing this for.. bud somehow i can't find anyone to communicate my feelings to... what had become of me?

recently im burried under projects, projects and projects.. wad esle... today had an accounting test... went to sch 2 hours early to teach my poor latiffa accounts.. bud without avil.. she stills dun understand.. abit worried for her though...

hais.. afternoon got nothing to do.. no where to go.. no one contacted me... duno why i get hp for... complete waste of $$.. anyway i sold my hp le... gona go without hp... but glad yujia lent me her hp...

hais.. i duno wat to say ... am i really childish.. maybe its time for me to grow up le... guys.. ive changed... im no longer elmo..

-quot of the day-
painful to forget who u are

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