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hais... today is 10/9/2004... hmm.... started out fine.. but turned..

hmm.. today morning i woke up at 8.... surpose to meet melissa every friday without fail.. bud can't coz today im doing something different.. i gona play badminton with my friends... ismadi, terence and me arrived at 8.30.. yu jia soon came.... we played 2v2... was fun.. bud soon mei hua came.. haha... im mena.. i kept gaving meihua diffcult balls that she can't get.. bud the funny thing was... i was trying to save the ball from touching the floor and hit it vv hard.. and i ended up on meihua's butt.. OMG.. lol.. nex meihua served the ball... bud somehow.. the racket ended up flying towards.. luckily though no one was hurt... bud tension was high... well conflicts... yujia keep venting anger on the ball.. well.. not a bad way to distress yarh?

hmm.. after the game. we went to bathe and proceed to bathe... and lunch.. damm it was 12.50... we only have 10 mins to eat... and we decided to buy sanwiches and buns... after buying them... stacy called us and said mrs lim said she was goin to late.. CURSES... damm her.. now im still hungry.. din had a proper meal since yesterday night.... well.. our class had its 1st major conflict today... all becuz of the damm stupid fucking comm skill project.. becoz of this project... everyone got flared up.. it somehow spoilted everyone's day.. well i did not get invloved coz i myself had my own problems...

today yujia told me... someone felt i was using her as sort of "sparetyre".... I DID NOT I SWEAR TO GOD.. bud she kept insist.. what can i do? well i let yu jia beat.. if that solve her anger.... bud the point is.. i still believe i did not.. if thats what she thinks.. i think ill juz INGORE EVERY EACH OF MY 4 GALFRIENDS... of coz i will communicate once or twice but it will not be as often as now.. HAPPY with the decision? saddd.. i din talk to latiffa today.. said a few to baoli becuz of project.. think thats all i gona do... sry if this decison hurts anyone.. bud this is me... i am myself and under no circumstances i am going to change..

shoutouts-
latiffa- sry galfrend... my mood dipped.. im not my usual today
sabby- erm.. u feeling beta today?
sherilyn- new haircut? woot
terence- happy advance birthday bro

quote of the day-
war are crea8 due to different opinion of FEW people..but the consequences can be GREAT...


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