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im a burden... @

hais... maybe im not surpose to be born into this world... im juz a burden to all..

maybe i was born into this world for the wrong reason... i dun find a reason meaningful enough for me to be here.. im a burden to my family.. friends and everyone esle...

family- no one understands me .. no matter how hard they try or i try.. NO ONE DOES.. to them i might juz be someone who can't study, can't think... can't work.. useless freaking son... born to deplete my family resources.. each day will only ask for money.. come home use computer..

friends- i love my friends no doubt for that.. bud in some ways i feel i am a burden to them.. whenever i did something silly.. or anything wrong.. they will worry for me... i duno.. in a sense i think i owe my friends alot..

other people- im a burden.. in sch i dun do my work... cause their marks to drop....

i duno.. i hate myself.. i hate life


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