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People changes, you can't help it.

During every chances, something or someone will get left out. The same goes to me. those who know me for a very long time will noe. im not longer the oldself. the thing i foregone is the happy side of me. i still changing, i wana get a new life, thing i going to forego, my past.

ya some may call me selfish, but think about it, aren't everyone selfish? ya you may say its some stupid excuse i popped out but think carefully. are you sure you will giv everything and except no returns?

i wana be happy. i wana be the old me. bud how? i can't get my past back right. i had made a decision. a decision to dump my past and look ahead. but the thing i goin to forgo now is .. myself. its painful to lose touch of yourself. its even more painful to know the truth.

i got this new prospect in life. i dun believe in friends. perharps sabby is right, everyone cares about themselves. im tired. tired of making my friends happy, now its time to be selfish.

for all you people know about me, don't say you understand me, no one ever understood me, not even myself. the person who really understands me no longer stands by me side that regulary.... each time i need someone by my side.. who is that? no one... everyone is busy with their life who gives a damm about mine? but don't forget, my life is made up by each small little parts, sometimes so cherish your friends, dun regert when the are gone.

im coldhearted. in the past i would nv reject a gal in the way i did. call me dumb, call me stupid, i dun care. some things are better off being dead den rather drag. i myself had my own little world. everyone esles have. sorry if i forced myself out of urs.

everyone is selfish. no one is not.

if that is it? does true love exist?

though nv seen it myself. i do believe in love. above all odds i still belive in love till this day. i myself had a girl.. someone who will make my heart pump each time i see her without fail. some one who made my life meaningful.. someone who used to be there for me.. someone who will make me willing to do anything for her.. i found that myself... bud is that true love? i duno.. love dun have a defination.. bud at least i know its something special...

quote of the day-
everyone is selfish, no one is not

shoutouts-
tengy- ting i mad le... i really explode le
denise - mei.. u might find the last paragraph meaningful..
bh and ss - sorry but i no longer believes in friendship now.. holds no value to me
myself- cruel world.. hate life


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