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mixed feelings... @

went to joyce's chalet ytd... quite surprised initally they invited me.. bud since they invited i might as well go.... she told me to bring my dearx go bud i din have one.. so brought someone dear to me to accompany me there..

initally decided to meet denise at 5pm.. was afriad to be late bud reached there at 4.45pm... anyway... shes more late arrived at 5.25 pm .. haha im talking notes of all the time.. anyway we felt the it was to early for us to go to the chalet... so we took bus 3 to pasir ris interchange and walked to the beach...

haha... on the way to the beach though... i got her into trouble... we were walkin to the rocks where we could juz sit down and have a pure chat... bud she steped into muD! *sorry*.. haha.. sat at the rock and chatted till erm.... i duno... 7pm? well the conversation contents i wun say out...

arrived at the chalet... was greeted by smiles from the peepz.. well.. they seemed really happy and relaxed after Os... well.. when i asked everyone of their plans... most of them said duno.. theres is a saying when theres a will, theres a way.. guess everything will eventually work out for them....

soon denise had to go =(... actually i wanted to send her home but her dad came.. aw well.... did had a little privated talk with her.... she seemed quite confused though.... when i walked back the chalet sherilyn, moon , yt, sab and mh were gone! aw man.. left me alone.. but hai hao you min hui and rebacca mad with me... until 1am? when sl hg and bs came... woah quite sometime i din see these bros... nothing changed much though.... or izzit?

next morning (today) woke up my min hui's hp.. after couldn't sleep le.. woke everyone up and had a breakfat at mac den go home le...

quote of the day -
life itself is a unhill journey..

shoutouts-
pris - why din u go!
denise - mei it was juz a game.. haha dun think too much let fate decides..
joyce chang- so nice of u to invited me.... bud u SLEPT.. u KUKU!


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sick.. but in sch.. @

woke up today feeling very sick.. tot i cant go to the bbq le.. anyway... got better after medication... after that went to buy things den to the camp le..

woah.. long time nv seen mr zhen le.. he still remember my name.. had loads of fun today.. will have to blog when i reach home.. bubuaiz..

quote of the day -
an apple a day keeps the doctor away


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sick... @

hais.. woke up feeling damm sick.. wads happening to me! my body! its already failing me! sighs.. maybe im really old... mentally and physically.. im sneezing and coughin my lungs out.. yet to night i have a bbq to attend.. hope i can stand it ba.. i dun wana fall more sick until sunday..




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tpco.. @

yes... today i atteded tpco practice for my 1st time.. well things are really different from a GOLD orchestra and a C.O.P one.. i mean.. juz compare tp so.. very own studio... very own YANG QIN COACH... i heaven had once since with attened nafa during my holidays.. everything depends on self motivation..

guess wad.. 1st time at tpco is turn out to be a really great day! i know alot of new friends.. we played an ice breaker game though... haha... im really starting to feel my love for my yang qin again.. though vv rusty le.. i promise i gona train hard in my remaining years in tpco...

hey.. one of my co mates turns out to be my future classmate.. haha... so chiao hor.... anyway gona chaoz le... tml still got bbq overnight.. ill bring my laptop over and see can blog nots..

reflections:
she agreed to go out with me! haha... i miss co! im starting to feel life again

quote of the day-
life failed me again


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i confessed! @

cant sleep... 1.39am le.. juz had a bathe and shaved my hu zi.. haha.. anyway feeling really tried now.. bud i still cant sleep...

anyway went out with meili.. *so long nv see her le* today... met up at terah merah mrt station.. saw wei li too.. my primary school mate.. well he hasnt changed abit.. still as charming.. lol... anyway me and meili wanted to watch a moive at ps.. bud ended up at K-box.. haha.. vv long nv go there le.. bring meili there sing lo.. haha we sang actually for 3 hours! normally i sing 2 hour tired le.. bud sang for 3 hours.. anyway.. it was raining... lol... cold... burr.. after that went to bugis.. on the way saw bell...coz meili wanted to find her friend ma.. bud he not working today.. argh.. went back tampines to makan den go home le...

hmm.. guess wad.. i sorta confessed today... well this kind of things cant be rushed de right... it takes two hands to clap..

quote of the day=
life failed me today again


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sad lif3... @

i juz change the skin and layout of my blog.. hope my blog readers love it..
life really have been harsh on me so far..




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sen..sen..SENTOSA!! @

weeee.... here to blog in for 22/11/04... slept at 7am in the morning and woke up by ting... YES... going to sentosa....

hmmm ting ask me to look for the mat in the morning so i did... *sighs* should have brougt a bigger oone though... bud it was big enuff for them to put our bags.... we were surpose to meet up with kuan li at 9am... but guess what.. that hiao po went so late and met us at 9.45.! psst today i made new frieneds... da 1st one wash kuanli's brother..

hmm procceeded to habour front mrt... den to habour front center for macdonal breakfast... i knew ting dowan eat coz we heaven got our pay yet.. bud i still brought her something to eat... when i was Q-ing up... quess wad.. nana arrived.. she forgot that i brought bread for her.. and she told me to order a meal.. lol.. dumbo nana... we soon ate our breakfast and headed to the island..

sen..sen.. SENTOSA ..!! we arrived at sentosa.. could harldy contain the excitement in out hearts... when we were deciding to go either to palawan beach or siliso beach *which we both visit lata on in the day*.. the blue line came and we took it... however we miss our stop! got down from the next stop to take the monorail..den that dumbo nana read the sign * TO MONORAIL* .. but she din tell us... hey at that stop i saw a peacock and snake... i wonder will they let the snake eat the peacock.. lol.. haha however we took the monorail.... as we saw the monorail coming we ran towards the train.. in the end the train was packed so we had to wait for another one...

while waiting we chatted about things... i got to know kuanli's brother better... hmm he seems abit like froggy.. lol.. sound alike... anyway got this korean or japanese tour group kids.. they look so cute!! cheeks red red de... bud cant board the next train with us.. aw man.. haha...

YAY we were at palawan beach... thr we chose a spot next to the volley ball court. though it was a monday.. quite a number of people were there.... the sun wasnt in out side though... as cloud block the rays from getting onto us.. i brought a volley ball at $28 since it calculated that it wasnted economically efficent for us to rent one... hmm.. after that we played volleyball.. ting... kl... regina... me and kuan da.. * DID I REMEMBER CORRECTLY*.. okok.. well.. we all knew a little bit about volley ball.... bud that stupid nana.. lazy to run... aw well.. GUESS WHAT.. im a HERO.. coz they keep hitting the ball to the water ma.. i had to run.. though i once sprain my leg once *its abit swollen now*.... its fun... afther that they had this stupid idea.. to BURRY ME... i was burried and turned into a mermaid.. lol.. and kuanli put her extra bikini on my *boobs*.. omg... nana took pictures of it though.. its in my hp... kj, kelvin and jian rong soon came and me us after that.. we did alot of thing.. WELL... I SWIM to that yellowthing... lol.. its been so long since i swam that far.. im not a good swimmer.... haha..

sighs.. it soon rained in the afternoon... well we played ruby in th rain... bud it was soon getting boring.. kuanjie suggested us to go to sunset bay... we did.. sunset bay!!we played soccer.. volleyball.. and what? my 1st time on a canoe boat.. lol.. so fun... but my arms are aching now.... we challenged each other.. and that kuan li hit me with the paddle.. ow.. i go this baluku on my head...

well the sun soon set and we went to bathe.... after that we went to habour frount.. ting went to meet rain in bedok.. den left me.. kuan li.. nana.. kuan jie... kelvin... jian rong... kuan da.. and justin.. we went to have our dinner in plasta.. haha.. kuanli's idea.. after that we went home le lo..

ouch.. im still having the aftermath of the sentosa trip yesterday... my arms are aching... and my leg is swollen... not to mention the sunburn i got from the trip.. im surpose to go sentosa with hg they all today de.. but... hais... its not that i dun wana go... guess we are all difting apart le..

well on the trip back i got moody again *sorry ting i did it again*... hmm thought of some things back in the trip back.. these are meant to be secert...

shoutouts-
ting- tingy though the sun wasnt that bright.. we can go again right!
nana- okok u win! stop being so evil to me!
kuanli - ur blessed! ow.. my head still hurts.. im having concession.. lol
yk - surprised to recieve ur msg from yunnan yesterday .. glad to know u are fine bro..
jony- thanks for ur testi...
denise- mei its finally over.. but why am i feeling this emptyiness in me..
bros and sisters - its not that i dun wana go today but something been missing for quite some time..

quote of the day-
a little me in the wide ocean


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finally... i can blog... @

WOOT! FINALLY I DID SOMETHING TO MY HOPELESS COMPUTER AND NOW I CAN FINALLY BLOG....!!!

weee... its been SO DAMM LONG since 10/10/04.. since i last blogged... well having my holidays so long le.. school gona open soon..

results:
hmm.. did not bad for my poly results... considering the effort i put in... thought i got straight Aces for my coursework.. my theory pulled me down to 2 Bs.. 2 B+ and one A... think i gona choose marketing in year 2.. hmm... seee how ba...

friends:
welll.. din really contact hg they all coz they having O lvl.. but since their O lvl are going to end soon.. WE ARE GOING TO ROCK AGAIN.. muahahah.. anyway i really miss those peeepz... however im not really in contact with my poly friends... im now however more in contact with my sec friends... thats something good uh... guess those are the ones who really understands me..

kuan li's bday:
haha.. its been so long... bud i can't blog den.. now i shall talk about it!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BAOBEI KUANLI... in the morning came out with ting to shop for her present.. in the end brought her a photo frame.. ting wrong damm loads of idiot comments on it... after that met up with shiya.. after that i TEMPTED ting to go pool with me "YUPS SHES A TEMPT" muahaha.. den met up with kl go her house.... slack lor .. .since so long nv see kj liao... HE GROW DAMM TALL.. haha and dark... anyway had loads of fun at kl's house.. din really wanted to leave.. bud she got sch ma... haha.. for more info visit tings' or kl's blog about wad we did at her house =X

work:
yups.. ive joined the workforce again.. same job lo.. nothing much.. bud those aunites are pissing me off.. this time round i worked with ting, nana, winnie, melissa , lynn , xueting ,joyce... well had a conflict with joyce during the job.. bud i dun really care! it wasnt all my fault... psst.. i saw this really cute gal working for byford... so cute.. ting help me took her photo down. hiak hiak

stuffs i brought:
damm it.. i actually spent around 5.5k THIS HOLIDAY.. brought a new hp.. *moto razer V3*... new mp5 player.. new laptop.. blah blah blah.. bud still planning to spend more. omg... haha.. had plans to go overseas... well.. see hw ba.. i still going to put braces u know...

relationship:
aw man.. i hate it when it comes to this... hmm... recently when jony and me stayed over at kun's house.. we will talk about the past... bud i found out that i miss the past... bud not her.. maybe shes gone in my life! YUPS gone!.. i now miss someone really special in my life! cant even see her on her bday... sad.. haha... nvm though... lynn asked me this really wierd question.. she ask if me and nana togerhter anot.. OMG.. haha.. told her its and on and off thing... gemini's got a big heart ya know *winks*

denise bday:
MEI!! HAPPY BELATED BDAY.. omg i wished u so many times le.. hmm... like the flowers ma? like the presents ma? haha.. bud i never see u wear the presents i gave u b4... never ever! dun keep it to rot okiex.... actually wanted to act delivery man... bud ur daddy at home.. not fun de.. haha.. well after ur Os call me out ya...

shoutouts-
ting : FINally i can bLOG! oi tell me more about the THAILAND thingy ok...
regina: muahaha nana ni pian wo! say wan pei wo go see movie.. bluff me..
bros : OI.. DUN CB LEYX.. GO OUT CALL ME HOR.. OR ESLE I HANG CHICKEN HEADS OUTSIDE UR HOUSE.. EVEN YEE TENG RMBS ME AND U ALL NOT.. HOW COULD U ALL DO THAT..
raine : haio char bo... my hp tio flooeded...



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