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half drunk =| buRps... @

happy birthday to u.. happy birthday to u.. happy birthday to regina.. happy birthday to u! nana! happy birthday thou elmomo cant do much.. i really wana wish a a very happy new year kie... work hard wor =)

hmm.. S.O.X latest chalet was a disaster.. maybe becuz its opened at a middle of a school term. hais.. everyony is busy.. work de work.. school de school.. but glad at least everyone made a effort to come.. really sorry that yeetengs (darlie) grandpa passed away.. going to the cemeory tml... hais.. oh ya pris im not angry at u kay.. ^.-

nana cried during the chalet! haha brought kuanli (er bao) brought her a cake... she so touch until u cry u noe.. 1st time see nana cry becoz of happiness.. hee.. brought her a album.. for her to capture the perious memories ok! nana! see this! i wan u to be happy no matter wad! even if the sky fall down elmo will be here for u kay.. =)

hmm.. 1st day of the chalet was really fun... hey sherry and serene came too! so did my baos.. anyway went fishing with gy, kw, ql, sl, j and me.. haha din catch anyfish but did alot of stupid things like, tieing the fishing road across the bridge and see who fall down.. 2nd day was kinda bord.. but when shopping with hg and kw.. think i gona change my style of dressin le. gona look abit wierd hur.. oh ya.. i got myself 1/2 drunk... haha.. i put out joel's cigratte with my drink.. and wet his pants.. blah blah blah.. alot of silly things u know..

hmm.. i duno wad to write.. guess i think i can write somethigns to my bao and friends =D

denise - silly silly mei.. kor nv angry at u... since when i angry at u de... heez... heaven seen u in 2005.. wana look for u le =(.. hais i got project piling up.. u take care kie.. kor miss u ("V")... ^.-

kuan li- heeZ! sha gua.. lols... sorry hur nv go to party world with u... u know de ba.. elmo still abit depressed over things... well.. im now left with nothing le... i juz hope that u are happy.. hear that? HAPPY.. really happy de hor.. dun act out.. anyway.. wO aI nI~!~!~ =D

nana- happy bday nana! wO aI nI too~ heez... my heart too big le hur.. bo bian all my baobeis.. dun dote them dote who.. sorry din really attend to u at the chalet... well.. i gona open one chalet at the year end.. duno u having Os anot.. anyway KAMBATAE!... work hard for ur dreams kay =)

sherilyn - laopo! haha.. i abit sot le... u sick juz recover den not enuff slp.. dun collasp again kay.. i duno wad to write but hope u choose wad is best for u =)

pris - i hate u! haha.. these word are juz joking man.. how can i ever be angry at my baobei.. esp the ever sunshine pris.. muahaha i raped ur bf during the chalet.. haha.. anyway.. guess we dun have time to meet up rite.. well .. hope to see ya soon!

yeeteng- darlie! so sad u nv come =( even sadder that ur grand daddy passed away.. dun think so much kay.. if u need me ill be there for u.. like ill be for others.. darlie! sorry i showed abit of attp recently.. but ill try to get back to normal asap kay =)

sabby - sabby ar sabby.. lol.. i wun believe u.. u are not with my papa! im not dumb! muahaha.. anyway u dun so depress kay.. read ur blog.. u are right.. somesimtes its better to care more for others.. makes the world a nicer place to live in kay.. thats wad i gona do man... though i do get taken for granted... i dun mind if u peeps are happy =)

mh - mama! mama! u din come today.. pian wo =(.. nice right the fish i cooked.. haha of coz its ELMO cooking ley... too bad u din come today hg cooked something better.. BBQ CHICKEN... mama dun get so burried in ur work.. er zi misses u too u now =(

ting- ting.. i din drink becoz of her.. u should know ba.. haha.. sorry i throw water at u... u wun mind de i know u.. anyway.. HAPPY ANI.. 1 year le. go stronger kay... love u loads =)

raine- pink pink hairstyle trying to attrach me hur.. =X haha... u peepz nv fail to brighten my day.. i not angry at u la tt day... hais sch reopens le.. stay in contact kay.. =)

haha phew i wrote alot.. im half drunk... to believe wad i wrote is ur prob.. haha i need to sleep.. see stars le... nites peepz... S.O.X rocks..

quote of the day-
sometimes its better to be taken granted for

I HATE BACKSTABBERS.. FUCK OFF IF U ARE HERE TO CAUSE HARM - eLmO
u wan a fight ? juz bring it to me

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jay songs are super nice... @

so many things happened recently, i cant even catch my footing on life..

i slipped and fell, nevertheless i got up..

hmm, exams are finally over today. not really confident this time round though.. well dowan talk about it le.. if not it spoil my mood more.. haha

brought Jay imcomparable album.. nice! super nice! though the songs are kinda repeat.. but some of the song are nice.. abit regret why i nv go see the concert.

hais.. however my mood isnt the best nowadays.. think my mood swing are going from bad to worse.. nevertheless i think im feeling beta nowadays..

argh.. i duno what to blog oso... hais.. my mind is full of blurred images.. i hate it.. i hate my confused life...

quote of the day -
where is my future..

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curel world @

what for? living is to fight.. isn't that really true? everyone have their own little war to fight.. and i do have mine to... Rozen maiden is a very nice anime.. so anime lovers out there go watch...

hmm.. time check 10pm le..

its been a long time since i bloged in perfectly.. im not really busy with school work.. but rather slacking myself away.. to some of my friends, they might as realised that i din contact them for a few days or more le.. why? im tired.. haha.. im sick of looking for someone to accompany me or what le.. everyone have to depend on themslves...

sherilyn.. what u told me is correct.. why do we feel that way.. its not that the feelings are still there.. but the scars stil hurt... its juz somewhere is our memory that times we shared.. ive truely understand le.. but im dumb.. always letting little things like this to affect me...

i made up my mind le.. bgr is a no-no thing for me. shoo. shoo. go away.. i dun wana be burden or brought down.. i wana concentrate on my studies.. my school... as long i have friends around by my side... as long i can have my self-actulisation.. as long i can reach my dreams im happy enuff le...

haha.. maybe study too much for OB le.. i still got more subjects to go.. but i haven revised them.. im not afriad of them... i actually enjoy studying... maybe thats the only thing in life left for me ba...

quote of the day-
dun depend on others too much... the world will fall on u =D

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quiz @

Light
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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down and out.. @

what did i see her.. and let it affect me in such a way? im really angry and disappointed at myself..

should be studying by now.. but i hate this.. why did it happen? hais.. recently so much happened i cant grap my breath... hais.. everything happened so fast... so fast till i break down le...

think ill go in hiding... take care all kie..

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busy busy busy me.. @

busy busy busy..

bloody hell! im burried.. under piles and piles of unfinished assignment and projects! damm... and mid-sem test is around the corner.. hais.. i dun think im going to do well frankly speaking... maybe ill do my best to pass it ba..

haha.. recently im mad... i think perhars my friends started thier on lifes le.. im beinging to pack myself with student leadership work..like orientaion work.. like overseas trip... like old folks home helpout.. damm i din know i sign up for so many things..

hmm.. hows everyone recently? i really wonder hows everyone been doing nowadays... i shall not use the miss word le.. coz missing means im not trying hard enufff.. so thou shall aim better.. so i wun miss... i gona use tt M word for someone special le..

ow... i hurt my bcak again.. think i gona rest le.. adios everyone.. till i find a free slot.. so long dudes.

quote of the day-
walking zombies

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wats with life? @

weeeeee.. im here to blog.. heaven been blogging recently.. really busy... chirstmas parties... my house de party... and woohs... everyone started thier job and school le.. needless to say.. i starting having my mid sem test soon..

whats with life nowadays? everyone is busy with their own life... i admit im busy with mine too... i miss everyone!

i miss yiting.. i miss raine.. i miss kuan li.. i miss nana. i miss kaising.. i miss my 4 bao sheirlyn.. my 5 bao pris.. my 6 bao teng.. my 7 bao sabby.. and my 8 bao mh mama.. moon too...hais... everyone is busy man... we hardly have until time together since 1/1/05.. oh ya.. not to forget my bros too... incluing hg sl blah blah blah.. not forgetting kun and jony.. heaven been seening them...

okok before is sound too gay.. i think i cant catch up on time le... hais in juz a blink of an eye.. its now already 9... i recently registered for marketing .. have to choose already... i duno if i made a right chioce... but i did it anyway.. good news i heading to vietnam on end of april...

hais.. exams coming soon le.. think the time i spend with my friends are getting less and less le... gona see muai television show le.. S.H.E on teve.. chaos

quote of the day-
whats with life?

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... @

elmo...lolx...long time since i blog....in my own blog....but why do i blog your blog...when i didnt blog my blog ? hahahzx...anyway i am soon going to be workin dere fer a month...and i am realli happie dere...the people are all so nice and friendly dere....they made me forget a small emptiness inside my heart when u guys are not around...lolx...seemed like we are all drifting apart...its like....we are no longer as informed of one another's "activities" like wad we used to be anymore...one whole chunk of activites has shrank to a short supper...i no longer confide in anyone my problems....onli tat day i aso duno y i told u my unhappiness at work....other den dat....there are so many other secrets i cant tell anyone...its like....wadever thing happen at work...aniwae...can i ask u a question ? wad will u choose ? happiness or joy ? actualli they are not the same...as in chinese...happiness means xing fu....joy means kuai le...hahahzx....i am so confused now....yet i cant sae anything...should i 'yes' or 'no' ? recently dere is one couple in gv who juz started their relationship a week ago...it is the most purest and simple and innocent relationship i can sae...its like...even outsiders who duno them will envy them...if things were dat simple in my case...how great would it b ? u noe...i had a few frens who noe palm reading last time...my 'love lines' are scattered...means i wun find my true love dat easily....hahahzx....i duno shld i realli believe or not....remember my previous msn nick ? "you da yi shang, lian ren wei man"...hahahzx...above frens but below lovers...isnt dat trapped between ? lolx...realli tired of all these stuff liaox...dun even wanna tink bout it animore...its wearing me out....aniwae u dun haf to worry bout me...coz i wil be fine after a while...! people sae....its actualli the strongest people who is the weakest inside...i haf to agree...nahx i am not dat strong...is juz tat no matter how sad or happy u feel....the sun wil alwaes shine fer me up above...and the skies wil alwaes b blue...be it after the rain or wad...hehe...dat is how i got over every unhappiness...can i ask u another question ? if A told B tat he likes her abit...and B told him dat tat is not exactly like....and told him...if 'u' realli liked 'me'...'u' would haf liked 'me' years back...dunid wait til now...is B realli right ? dats wad i saw on tv....when a girl wanted to forget a guy....she normalli drags a guy to be with her...to help her forget the other guy...coz she noe she cant do it alone herself...but tis isnt entirely substitution....hahahzx...tis kind of things reali veri complicated horx...y cant god make every single relationship as simple as possible ? or izzit onli with ups and downs....and more complicated issues...makes the relationship more stronger...and the roots deeper ? lolx...make sure u answer every qn horx....or i kill u =P aniwae duno when can c u guys again...but make sure the next time u c me...i will "bao chi wei xiao".... (sustain my smile) =D


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