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elmo...lolx...long time since i blog....in my own blog....but why do i blog your blog...when i didnt blog my blog ? hahahzx...anyway i am soon going to be workin dere fer a month...and i am realli happie dere...the people are all so nice and friendly dere....they made me forget a small emptiness inside my heart when u guys are not around...lolx...seemed like we are all drifting apart...its like....we are no longer as informed of one another's "activities" like wad we used to be anymore...one whole chunk of activites has shrank to a short supper...i no longer confide in anyone my problems....onli tat day i aso duno y i told u my unhappiness at work....other den dat....there are so many other secrets i cant tell anyone...its like....wadever thing happen at work...aniwae...can i ask u a question ? wad will u choose ? happiness or joy ? actualli they are not the same...as in chinese...happiness means xing fu....joy means kuai le...hahahzx....i am so confused now....yet i cant sae anything...should i 'yes' or 'no' ? recently dere is one couple in gv who juz started their relationship a week ago...it is the most purest and simple and innocent relationship i can sae...its like...even outsiders who duno them will envy them...if things were dat simple in my case...how great would it b ? u noe...i had a few frens who noe palm reading last time...my 'love lines' are scattered...means i wun find my true love dat easily....hahahzx....i duno shld i realli believe or not....remember my previous msn nick ? "you da yi shang, lian ren wei man"...hahahzx...above frens but below lovers...isnt dat trapped between ? lolx...realli tired of all these stuff liaox...dun even wanna tink bout it animore...its wearing me out....aniwae u dun haf to worry bout me...coz i wil be fine after a while...! people sae....its actualli the strongest people who is the weakest inside...i haf to agree...nahx i am not dat strong...is juz tat no matter how sad or happy u feel....the sun wil alwaes shine fer me up above...and the skies wil alwaes b blue...be it after the rain or wad...hehe...dat is how i got over every unhappiness...can i ask u another question ? if A told B tat he likes her abit...and B told him dat tat is not exactly like....and told him...if 'u' realli liked 'me'...'u' would haf liked 'me' years back...dunid wait til now...is B realli right ? dats wad i saw on tv....when a girl wanted to forget a guy....she normalli drags a guy to be with her...to help her forget the other guy...coz she noe she cant do it alone herself...but tis isnt entirely substitution....hahahzx...tis kind of things reali veri complicated horx...y cant god make every single relationship as simple as possible ? or izzit onli with ups and downs....and more complicated issues...makes the relationship more stronger...and the roots deeper ? lolx...make sure u answer every qn horx....or i kill u =P aniwae duno when can c u guys again...but make sure the next time u c me...i will "bao chi wei xiao".... (sustain my smile) =D


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