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ya.. finally u blogged.. whats up with u elmo? u cleared the organisation project prefectly.. why so depressed? wtf is wrong with u? u got friends.. u got opportunity to study..u are well provided for.. what is wrong?!

i duno whats wrong with me... sometimes i cant even question what im doing... im glad that someone actually appreciates me... but somehow i cant put down my past.. fuk it.. its bloody unfair... life is nv fair rite? fuk it.... if anything were to happen between me and her... we wun even be friends anymore.... maybe im too negative.. but i depend on her too much.... i need her...

25/2/05
organisational project rocks... what esle more can i want? i got chai xia the loud gal.. teck chiat the kick ass leader... hazel the big eye freak.. and elle the pretty face... what esle! so perfect.. we wore formal.. teacher actually commented us on it.. feel super good today..... after presentation actually went down to TM with hazel elle and tc.... they went to eat plasta manina.. somehow i dun like the food thr.. but since the seemed so enthu about it.. let them have it =)... well after that i accompany tc to JYJY.. joel din work today.. i din realise i wore the suit when i walked around... no of ppl called my name but i duno who are they..

hmm.. went home to rest... surpose to meet my nana and kuanli de.. but din... after that went meet with sl bs zhong and kw.... saw her.. NOOOOOOOO.. NIGHTMARES.. maybe i tink too much le.. oh ya my kaixin talked to me a little on msn... *secert* dun tell ya alll..

went to pool.. den to bowl.ing.... now feeling super depressed...... hais.. someone pull me out of this mess.. someone... please....

quote of the day-...
o.O KUA SIMI.. NO QUOTE FOR TODAY

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this feeling.. @

im feeling damm down.... back to the negative side...

help.. someone please lift me out of this.. agrh.. i duno what is happening to me... i nv seem to know... i cant sleep nowadays even though im bloody tired.. my heart pumps very fast at night.. agrh.. cant sleep....

maybe ill juz need to find someone... im jealous of those who have someone by thier side.. envy them.. well loves make the world turns right? maybe i haven met the one yet.. or maybe met le no fate... who knows.. the world is chaning everyday from known.. to unknown..

quote of the day
depressed ><

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buck up.. @

weeeeeee.. so long din blog le.. everyone esle is blogging.. how can i dun!? ..

this year valentine day was fun! 30 vase filled this year.. the 1st one to get her rose was peifang.. and the last was meihuey.. haha... thought im now very broke and very tird.. it was worth it after all...

anyway juz here for a short blog.. not going to tell grand father stories.. i fail my economis! super depressd.. this week is project due week. think i gona mug.. 4 more weeks to exam.. pray for me ppeeepz!

quote of the day-
u don't know whats its like to be me

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chinese new year.... @

weeee.. its chinese new year already... din really do much during this year.. so i kinda reflected...

hmmm.. its been so fast... life is fast... new year resoultion? none.. i juz hope that everyone live happily.. stay healthy.. enuff de.. WOULD BE really greatful if i can find someone this year.. heee....

anyway gona go pai nian le.. bubuai...

quote of de day-
gong xi fa cai!

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mad mad mad! @

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!... the happy elmo is here to blog.. haha.. feeling rather happy today.. becoz ytd went to kbox with teng sabby and hg... wasted abit of $$ bt nvm i did enjoy! aw man an jing is such a nice song.. i can juz sing it over and over again.. anyway.. today din go out coz it was around 4pm ++ when i woke up.. after that went over to help sabby with her packing up of her house.. den off to squash.. after squash waiting for hg to finish job den send the gals home... well.. so long din cycle le.. really missed those fishing and cycingling days..

CNY is around the corner.. man.. haven finish my new year shopping.. aw man.. my shoe! $159.. duno can buy anot.. sighs..

i decided le! after new year i wana find a job.. that only requires me to work on sat and sun.. not becoz i needed money.. but becoz i dun wana spend my time slacking away on week ends... maybe its abit tiring.. but life is full of challenges.. if i dun push myself who will? hazel i envy u lor... keeping urself so busy is a good thing u know.. at least wun think so much.. will learn to appreciate life beta..

the book is on the table.. the book is on the table.. lols.. SHOULD I START STUDYING NOW? maybe its abit early but i think i should start.. coz my concepts are all messed up.. duno ba.. abit kia su.. but i wana bounce back!

HAZEL! tell me how u style my hair tt day.. haha my hair colour abit faded off... i brought a pair of spects to match my eyebrown.. sure kinda wierd de...

oh ya 14 FEB around the corner... haven got any date yet.. doubt will get anyone le... have to find the flourist soon.. heez.. getting very late le.. chaos..

quote of the day-
happiness should be spread so that it could be enjoy to its maximum! =)

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hell of a week @

WAKE UP ELMO...

its been hell of a week.. got back some of my result.. now i feeel so bloody damm insulted by the teacher.. kns.. they are all dead.. dog eyes.. pui... i got a warning letter even tough im top 5 in the class wtf..

but its all been better today.. i attended lecture for the 1st time in the week.. felt really beta.. tml have to tutorials.. do the homework abit fed up.. so if any teacher nag at me.. its her doomsday..

hmm.. last half a sem was a total disaster.. people watch.. i gona rise in my ranks... watch how i throw my results back right into their face.. watch me raise... no more BGR.. no more FRIENDS problem.. i gona lead a hack care attitude if people dun care..

today-
wweeeee.. today went to school at 8.. elle called me to wake her up.. but she cant! she only woke up in the after noon.. omg.. such a pig head rite.. hazel oso.. cant wake up .. in the end she have to go to my house alone.. hmm.. well.. today project meeting as BAD.. no progress.. but wad can i say.. we got to know each other better? hazel styled my hair.. cool rites.. go see my friendster and u will know wad i mean.. anyway its getting late... chaos

quote of the day-
for wad? for those who dun appreciate wad people are doing?

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