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why.. why is the idealogy of man so different from the reality?

this world is cruel.. that u want is not always equal to what u get...

suddenly feeling all sad and depressed again... dun ask me why... recently have been getting all this shitty stuff again and again.. hey its 14/4/05.. happy aniversary to jason and rayna... maybe its kinda fated.. but somehow it happened on the same day... NOPE.. dun think.. im not thinking of her anymore... let her in the memories in my heart...

i feel sad... sad for myself.. sad for my friends... sad for many things... but why am i so bothered with so many stuff which, most of them are not even related to me? maybe ignorance is really a blissed... im not long the elmo that can share ur problems with... i became more unwilling to listen...

i dun wish to be lidat..

quote of the day-
empty little heart..

his footsteps