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sad.. @

juz suddenly felt so sad and down today.. i duno wad to do.. juz so stonned...

bloody hell! i pay sch fees to slack a.. ma de.. term getting shorter and shorter.. my teachers are always getting sick.. im always applying LOA...

well mid sem test coming.. i still not in studying mood.. though i already started mugging le... anyway.. attended bsc meeting yesterday.. ended at 11.30.. sch oso close gate le.. hais... is my life only in sch? someone recently asked me where is my favourate hangout.. and i was kinda stunned.. do i still have one?

theres something missing in my life...

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initial D! @

weeeee... initial D rocks! jay rocks! the cars totally rocks!

watched inital D with shiying... she din expect me to watch it with her ba.. haha but no choice.. promises are not meant to be broke kie.. =).. shiying hor.. damm blur one.. actually forgot the booking number.. luckily can use IC number to remember... if not no seats le.. anyway must thank her oso.. movie not bad a.. but ending abit sad..

today is the start of studying week! at least my own studying week.. marketing subject quite fun.. started studying at 12 with chiat.. den shiying came along.. before i knew it.. its 3pm le!.. went to mensa and eat with her.. she waste food man.. anyway finally got to giv her the ice cream treat i promised her.. after about 5 weeks ok! lol...

time really passed so fast.. i could catch up.. before i knew it.. its mid sem already.. i wana work hard.. both in my studies and acadamic.. i do have relaionship and BGR problems ok... just that i dun protray them...i cant ask for much now...

all i want is everyone to be happy


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tired.. @

hais...

im tired with stuff going on around me.. so many projects.. so many work.. and so much admin stuff to do..

but im not giving up.. im making a difference..

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suay... @

i had a really bad day.. i woke up late.. missed my importnat lecture and my apel class... next i din go out with shiying coz i woke up late.. den when i reached home.. my printer spoil. the ink leaked like hell.. so i smashed the printer on the floor. den after that my router spoil... my mp3 spoil during the day too... and i juz broke a glass of cup.. did i offend any xiao gui? hais..

but despite the event.. i feel contented.. hazzie sweetie remembered me when she look for wendy... von called me ask me why i nv go sch.. dewgong rmb me when she needed help.... tengy talked to me when shes down... nana and kuanli..FINALLY rmb me when i call her... i mean its nice to know that u are noticed.. u are missed... =)

i juz had a haircut.. damm ugly...

i need a life

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weeee.. @

busy busy week up ahead! its monday already but i felt i nv took a break during the weekend..

gcc meeting! loads and loads of stuff coming up from gcc.. bbq and bonding sessions coming up.. actually i dun really enjoy working in gcc.. i felt that whatever i do, theres no trust behind it.. but to me.. ill juz give more than 100%, for i nv fail to deliver.... yup.. I NEVER FAIL TO DELIVER TASK GIVEN TO ME

bsc!! yups internal voting coming up.. hopefully can get into some of the offical roles.. every roles look so busy and packed man.. yup.. thats what i wana achieve.. i wana make a difference! i wana do so much things... but alas.. i found out i wun have time for myself..

projectS! i love my project group larhs.. hee.. we are a bunch of kan chiong spiders.. we are like completing it soon le! cant wait for presentation.. i simply love presentation.. i love my classmates too.. so many pretty girls and funny dudes beside us.. today i made kailing angry.. i switch off her com.. she din save her work.. but she forgive me already larhs =D

shiying!.. lol my world is around her? maybe? i msg her everyday chat with her everyday.. blah blah blah... shes sick of me i think.. tml goin out with her.. duno where to go...

oinkie! tingy!.. so long nv meet up with oinkie le.. she really slimed down alot.. really wad alot catching up to do with my friends.. found out i kinda lost touch with them le.. not forgetting my darlings, laopos , angels, baobeis, and one dewgong! hopefully can find time during holidays ba...

myself! as for myself.. i wana save up alot den spend on my fav addidas goods.. hopefully can pass my basic theory test coming soon..'

quote of the day-
my life is so colourful that i wun bear to leave it now.. =)

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why... @

i seem to have everything i want in life.. but why..?

why do i always feel down.. and have to act normal whenever im down.. but the problem is.. why am i feeling down?

i wana be alone...

i should be happy.. i have friend around me who care.. i have angels lighting up my life... i have laopos and darlings to dote on.. and my brothers to depend on when i need them...

but yet.. i choose to be alone

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busy busy busy busy.. @

hell of a week.. or rather 2 weeks.. everything is running so fast.. before i knew it.. its already week 4 of the term...

anyway.. here goes.. im busy with elections.. running for bsc.. really, din really picture myself running for elections.. i wanted to keep low voice in sch.. budden.. look at me now... i got into the main committee of the global connect club.. heck of work to do... and to add on, i have 2 cds project.. 1 FAOM project and 3-in-1 project on 8days, which we have to think of ideas to promote 8days...

went to jj concert on friday.. shiying super lucky can?! she dun need to line up get ticket from me ler.. whats more.. when we were queueing to get it.. (the queue damm long kie).. we found out our tickets are VIP seats.. which means we dun need to queue.. LOL.. hmmm.. but after tt waited a whilte before we got in.. finally broke the ice between me and her ler =)... the concert was ok larhs.. JJ has a nice vocal.. his songs are meaningful too..(i dun support him anyway).. ok here goes.. shiying super lucky can? jj threw the poster.. it was not aim at her.. somehow the girls beside her snatch for it and it landed in her lap.. she hugged it and dun wana let go le.. i told her its autographed.. but she believe... after that she open she saw its autogaphed... haha.. thats our 1st date man. so eventful.. anyway din wana send her home.. dun wana unwanted misunderstand...

hmm yesterday finally met up with jony and kun ler.. since so long man.. but our brothership din change... ok i suck at bball k? but we finally beat the computer in Hero3 after 4 years.. OH YEAH..

hmm today stayed at home the whole day.. kept msging her.. hopefully her bill dun explode or wad if not i canot msg her ler.... oh ya i have been drinking and drinking lately... hais.. hopefully my beer belly dun pop out..

ps: i miss my lao yi and lao er... =(
oinkie.. where are u...
raineee where are uu.....
shiya where are u...

thanks for all those who helped me in the elections...


i wana change my blog skin.. help anyone?

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..... @

the old sinking feeling is back..

actually felt happy today... was contented in slacking at home and stuff... but somehow i feel super depressed now...

i am a burden to everyone.. my family .. my friends..

sch fees come ler.. im not poor.. but i am not that well off either.. sometimes i hope i could pay my own educational fees...

im a burden to my friends... particulary to ting raine and some others... ting i noe u cired alot becoz of me.. sorry...

leave me alone

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thanks.. =) @

thank everyone.. my birthday is over.. dun need to celebrate it ler...

hmm special thanks to my gc mates... and not forgeting my angels ting, shiya, raine and melody... thnkx for the gift.. meant alot..=)

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im a loser @

fuck it.. face it elmo.. u are a fucking loser...

forget about stuffing urself.. packing urself.. u are juz making it worse...

u are one fuckign loser.. get on with life.. stop crying around like a fucking loser..

u suck

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i have no life.. @

hais...

im stuffed.. overloaded with projects... clubs...

hmm recently turned 18... yarh.. 18 le. cant be that kiddy anymore.. anyway.. life isnt that bad when im all packed.. u see i get to interact with loads and i MEAN LOADS of people... i get to know how things are done...

but what i regert the most.. i cant meet her everytime we agreed to meet, we cant.. simply beocz im too tied down =( .. hope she not feeling that im making empty promises ba..

empty promises....

leave me alone

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i hate it.. @

i hate celebrating my birthday... please dun force me to celebrate it..

if u wana wish me happy.. juz leave me alone..

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