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guess who is here to blog too!

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HEH @

HEH.. yesterday went out with oinkie, tingy and clinton(lidat spell izzit).. lol he's oinkies friend la..

hmm.. left the sox peepz to meet oinkie at bugis.. coz i felt like looking for her.. and not interested in going changi for dinner anyway... upon reaching bugis i sms-ed oinkied wad she want.. damm irriating a! shes so CHOOSY for food.. lol.. neverhteless brought minced meat noodle (extra chilli) for her lol..

sat with her at the push cart for a while until tingy come.. oinkie why do people change? ... oinkie and tingy den went to buy cakes.. LEAVING ME ALONE AT THE PUSH CART.. scary u know.. duno about the prices and stuff.. have to keep calling.. OINKIE DUN DO THAT TO ME AGAIN T.T.. budden i found out i actually missed working alot.. haha.. but my comitments wun allow me to work..

hmm.. after that duno where to go.. did some fast forward shopping in bugis street.. went for a movie..

going out with friends do not have to be everytime interesting... as long as we enjoy each other's company =)

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lost @

its been so long since i last blogged.. in my tag board i stated i need to reflect..

reflect.. so i need...

everything which had fell into the right place in the right time have seem to fall apart... people are changing... why aint i changing my mindset?

Fate:
i seems so i fall back and back again... i was surfing online.. like now? bored.. nothing to do.. so i basically surfed.. and clicked on her friendster.. guess wad. the old song started to play on my itune... wad song was it? qing tian...

and somehow.. my itune hanged... and kept playing the same song...

nope.. im not going back the path i took... recently i saw a reflection of myself.. i saw what i was 1 year ago.. trying to forget.. trying to let go.. this girl-friend of mine, or i would say stupong.. (which means stupid sotong)... was trying very hard.. cant couldt.... and i all i could do was to listen.. and think back... i cant help her.. she really needs to grab hold of herself.. dun let such things affect her..

i told her "i nv regert letting her go.. shes happy now... what matters is you have been together isnt it? BEEN is enough.. if not you never even know it wun work out"

enough of bgr... lets move on with what i been saying earlier on..

friends:
yes true.. i read ting's blog i agree... i tot introducing one group of friends to another group would be good.. coz the more the marrier.. but it baackfired.. they bonded so well to the extend they hide.. wait.. why hide when you are together? i really dun understand this... further more.. HIDING from one of your closest friend is SINFUL... dosent matter about the variables... if we are you friend.. we know you found someone .. we naturally will be happy for u isnt it?

i hated it so much to see conflicts, quarrels among the groups... look at brother[x].. it splted becoz of internal conflicts... look at S.O.X ? is it S.o.X anymore with so many unkown people inside? now wad?

i think we all need to group up a little.. be more mature and sensitive towards others feelings... i never regerted knowing anyone. be it friend or foe.. i have things to learn in them. im just purely disgusted

myself:
i could say much about myself. no one is perfect .. so am i... i created quite a number of trouble and silly mistakes before.. and recently.. i screwed up events just becoz of saying things put of impulse.. i din wanted that to happen.. i tot eventually everyone might be able to enjoy it.. yet i was wrong.. i din know who to apologise...

recently everyone seems so depressed and such... i tried my best to cheer everyone up.. but sometimes i have my own little depressed mood.. rite here. rite now.. im feeling down... i dun wana think about it.. im just happy lending a listening ear or providing chocolates to cheer anyone up...

perhaps people may not appreciate what i do.. but all that matters to me is i try.. i made an effort....

i do not deserve critics like im recieving
i do not deserve any negative perception you might have on me.
all i wana say is.. before you judge anyone.. judge yorself
who are you to talk about others?

enough preaching made for myself.. its time to move on...

psst: my life isnt that all negative as i blogged..
i still have tingy, oinkie, raine and others to depend on
and psst, i actually have people saying im cute! im happy =)

PS: i wana create a new bloggy skin! i need help!

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HOLIDAYS @

HOLIDAYS!! FINALLY

after chionging all the projects.. 6 projects.. 6 handed in.. 5 presentation.. left one... the last one isnt that importnat anyway.. so i declare myself HOLIDAY

phew.. its been a long semester

before the start of the semester.. im probably nobody.. but hey...

i became part of the bsc main comm family..

talking about bsc... we had our annual general meeting.. i dun care what others think but i think we actually did the best! after that we have our camp. not really perfect but its good! we all learnt something new...

let me see.. what esle i need to do..

more club stuff

i miss my friends... i really do..

drifted away.

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pull me apart.. @

someone just detach me from my life?

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confused @

i drank.. i think i was drunk.. i duno...

woke up feeling super low today... anyway went to catch the fireworks with sher and gundam... it was great..

someone was missing from there

i guess this the life im used to..

i feel so confused now.. why am i getting so affected by things around me so easily.. what i see, what i feel, what i gather is totally different from what other experience..

am i a really bad leader?

DEPRESSED

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so long since i blogged.. @

ya.. it had been so long since i last blogged... busy with my club stuff.. and of cause.. for the past few weeks have been going to sch from 10am to 9pm.. skipping lunch and such.. till now.. i think im sick le..

theres someting i hope to change though... after reading onikie's blog... i feel rather sad..

for me.. its either two ways to forget a person.. one is to continue being more than friends.. until u know each other too well... but it backfired on me once. so now im using the second method... that is .. stay away..... sad... painful.. but working..

hais~ i duno wad esle to blog le.. so much so much to say... i thik im getting mroe sick.. chiaos

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