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im so angry! @

im soooo angry!!

oinkie keeps forgeting about me..
me: oinkie.. blahblah blah
oinkie: oinkie i call u back lata kay! *click*
me: .....

i waited till 3am.. lol i called like 2pm? oinkie just plain forgetful~

heres another one..

ting: elmo wan go eat sushi?
me: err... i got meeting lata (trying to avoid something)
ting: what time u meeting..
me: err.. 6pm..
ting: den we go eat at 3 la!
me: i went for dentist today.. she stuck something in between my teeth, cant eat hard food..
ting: opps ok bye! *click*

HEH.. EVIL.. know i going to put braces soon still ask me go!! WOT! kbox! i rape u and raine a!

oh. this one too.
few days ago i met up with s.o.x for dinner.. was at small mac.. saw sher sitting alone so i sat with her.. HEH.. she stood up and walk off..
do i owe u anything?
wadeva.. in the end din have dinner with them.. fed up with them le.

.... heres another one..
me:3.40 show hor.. meet 3pm small mac..
gundam: ok. *click*

3pm... 3.30.. no sign of him..
4.30pm..
gundam: i just wake up..
me: i dun feel like watching *click*...

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went for dentist today.. initally tot have to pull out 2 teeth.. for braces.. in the end my pretty doctor said dun need.. bud she stuck something in bewteen my teeth.. feel so wierd now.. next tue gg for braces le..

had meeting today... it was different without her around..
i tried to cheer everyone up by doing lame stuff..
but none of them get what i meant..
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to everyone im just a clown.

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TA-DA @

ELMO!
hahahs.
i hacked into ur account. muahaha.
no larh.
set password arhhh.
chimonehneh.
=D

pRisXcI
p.s where are u!!

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WHY! @

omg omg omg omg omg omg..

slept at 3am yesterday.. woke up at 6.. damm 3 hours of sleep..

its holidays dammit!

attend the event.. not really interesting but get to know alot of NUS, overseas lecturers, hopefully next time when i apply for uni can help abit ba.. after the event jolyne and gerald ask me go fish and co.. i din wanted to.. coz too tired..

initaally wanted to go kbox-ing with oinkie, raine and teng, but too tired to sing le.. more over i dun feel like singing.. guess wad! jolyne called me and said my sheep working at TM fish and CO!.. so exicted!! she actually asked where am i.. well jolyne told her im sick.. see how it goes kie..

hais.. everyone's flying off soon... when will it be my turn.

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.... @

i hate my life.

wadeva i do.. no one appreciates
no one understands
nor anyone tries to

ill be locking up this blog soon.
password? ill give to those who deserve to get it.

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peace within me. @

i feel so peaceful today..

haha.. yesterday had a drink with jolyne, tomi, jacky and jia seng. at the bar that Toni's been working at.. its called La Samba... lol.. we pronounced it as lap sup bar..LOL..

gave a sheepie to joylne, and a piggy bank to tomi. they are flyin soon..

sent tomi off today. though it was only 4 mths, we din really mix with each other much. i know WE will miss him.

our finland mascot. goodbye =)

oh ya. jacky did something sweet for me today. lol.. wana noe? ask me.. shall not disclose it here..

=D

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partyy @

partyy!

yeps thats the word!

hmm.. after packing myself busy for 4 weeks of my holidays, its finally time for me to party!

went to attica yesterday with bsc peepz and some other friends, they where having some privat party there.. quite ok ba.. had to leave abit early coz i having driving lessons..

heh.. talking about my driving lessons, im ready to take Pritical test soon, just that i have to pass my advance, hopefully still by end of year ba..

im bored. realised how much i missed out on ma life doing stuff for sch.

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im losing it. @

blogged surf today, hmm blogs on love yarh.

to me relationships just wun work for me.
and never will i forget my first relationship. it worked. and backfired.

and. i nv gather enough courage to tell someone i actually like her.
and they just slip through my hands.

oh well..

im fast losing the kid in me.

my friends are leaving overseas soon for OSIP or some for studies. i will miss them.
i have been put into responsiblites that im afriad i cant hold. i dun think like the old me before.

for now. just let me find back the kid in me.

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helplesss... @

the problem just keep coming.. i just keep ignoring.. and they keep piling up.

what should i do..

i dun wana talk to anyone about them. they cant help either..

maybe i should just try
at least when i fail
i know i had tried.

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hais.. @

so fast. its been 3 weeks since my holidays..

i haven even got time for myself..

anyway.. i forbide any SOX members going over to my katong house le. reason being very simple. everytime they go over i have to work like a dog to clean the house up. u think wad? free food free labour free shelter? i am not ur fucking maid people. if u wana organise events. IT IS MY HOUSE. dun even think of it. i wun let u peepz have some stupid mooncake celeb or some other silly birthday party at my house. my house is not a chalet. i am sick of being complained by police, rushing down back to home to get the keys .etc. no one fucking appreciate it. why do i care?

decision is final read the rules.

1. House owner decision is final
2. SOX members can never think of hosting any parties there.
3. House owner have the right to hang up the phone if u ask him about this.
4. No happy? read rule no.1

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HEH.. just came back from the event... some gateway to logistic opportunties in india.. really an eye opener.. the people attending the events are all big shots.. like director from cisco.. from fdex.. blah blah.. minsters from singapore and india attended the conference too..

and sometimes i hate it when they have no body in their eyes.
when people get rich. they fucking get proud.



i just wish to be successful in eveything i do. but i can do in relationships.

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bored @

dammit! im bored.

after 3 days.. i finally stepped out of my house.. to have my driving lesson..

wasnt feeling the best of mood anyway.. so i went off alone on the bus back to tampines.. on the way i kinda move down the memory path... and then.. i saw dewgong! shes on the way back.. din talk to her on the bus though.. she was with her friend... the bus went back past 201.. brother[x] fav hangout.. back to nass. make me think of rachy.. den passed evss... too many to state..

alighted the bus with dewgong! duno where to go.. she wanted to buy something to eat.. so accompanied her.. in the end had lucn with her.. let me see.. where did we go.. plasta... saeke sushi... long john... macdonald.. kfc.. knn! tampines so many people meh.. finally settled down at kfc...

chatted abit.. HEH this the first time i went out with my dewgong! .. dotted..

let me blog lata ok ?

=D

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shutmyselfup @

i have been shutting myself up for 2 days..

for 2 days i nv go out le..
for 2 days i din recieve any sms..
the only calls i recieve, ask me go kbox, ask me go party, i din wanted to.
so i din go.

haha.. i felt anti social recently, songlim must have felt rather pissed asking me out.. i keep denyin him for i din wanted to go out..

did some self reflection lately, found out that i need to improve on alot of things.. for intance my bahviour.. maybe the use of my words ba. too blunt, sometimes too vuglar.. for a business student to be that vuglar.. is not a good thing..

anyway! something funny happened today! i winked shiying on msn with the pig wink.. the pig just died on her screen and din dance.. the next few time i winked her, her com hanged! LOL.. check out her bloog to see wad i mean!

aw man im thinking too much.
perhaprs its time to move on without them.

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LOL @

LOL... look at oinkie's blog.. lol.. for those who had a chance.. lol..

anyway...

project superstar ended... well expected weilian won.. not by talent though.. kelly was fantastic today.. won 4 out of 5 rounds.. by right. .weilian was trashed.. if weilian wasnt blind.. he would not have made it..

time will tell.. kelly u made it =)..

initally the 1st price contract was universial.. second was hai die ying yue. look wad happened.. =)

wadeva.. lol.. guess wad i saw SLY today.. Wtf.. he fucking ugly..

im tired... dun wana blog le!

=p

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