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for someone who is never even part of s.o.x to talk so much.
thats it.

i locked my blog from that person. i blocked her from my msn and removed her from my phonebook. basically i WANT HER TO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.

lol. poor thing for her. we hate her so much that we din wanted her to tag along for sentosa. she came up that we wanted her to study. aw well..

she mis-used our trust.
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lol.. sentosa! woke up early to "collect" denise from ubi. actually wanted to meet them at habour front de. but realised that the gang will be late anyway. so we met them in tampines. brought out stuff and off we go!

swimming. ruby. soccer. raining. stupid games. lol wad esle can i ask for more. sorry that it rained so hard.but anyway. i guess everyone enjoyed themselves.

just take a look @ my friendster photo!

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crabbing? or u may call it. went to catch crabs recently with hg and kw. but most recently, me , hg kw mh sher and zhong came along. armed with 10 nets for crabs. we din catch anything. LOL. but somehow or rather we managed to catch a catfish and a horse shoe. lol. they died terribly. and we sort of sent them back-to-nature, by throwing their dead bodies down. the catfish's stomach got busted. the horseshoe eye got burnted, tail got cutoff. and a knife into its head. on ya! LOADS OF BABIES CRABS DIED ON INSTAND. smashed by our foots.

somehow or rather. i became closer to mh hg kw and zhong.
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ting! u haven been calling me. i used to be me calling u so often that u are so bloody irriated. i noe u have problems in ur life, but i wun ask for the reasons. i dun even wan u to think about it. i just want u to be happy. i hope school starts real soon so i can IRRIATE U. pray hard u will not be in the same class as me.

oinkiee. busy busy busy busy. whens the last time i saw u. buce bigalow? oinkieeeeee always say wana calll back den forget. RAPE U HAR.

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anyway im looking forward to the malaysia trip with hg kw mh zx and yx. 27th Oct. off i go!

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i hope everyone do well in their O lvl. moon can fucking fail and get 58 points and fuck herself for all i care.

=D

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i need sleep..! @

haha!

haven been sleeping well for the past two days..

anyway.. not much to say of what im doing for the past 2 days

catching crabs and mahjong

hmm.. surpsoe to go momo today. but din wanted to spend $$. saving up to go to malaysia. oh ya im going to malaysia on 27th Oct to 1st Nov. that means i gona miss denise's birthday.

im busy with gcc at the moment. sometimes its vv pek chek that people dun understand the way i work, and the commitment i have. hello i do not only have one club to commit to in sch. yes i noe its my fault but at least understand me can?

hais. i realised i regerted alot of not enjoying what i used to have.

i miss my secondary school life
i miss having a relationship
i miss thos brother[x] days
i miss bintan
i miss vietnam
i miss staying over at nana house
i miss the chirstmas party at sabby's house
i miss the newyear party at my house
i miss sox's 1st sentosa trip
i miss oinkie, raine, ting
i miss my 5 laopos
i miss my 8 baobeis

but whats the use of missing?

defination of miss = u missed means u din hit it. mens u have to TRY HARDER.

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sometimes i really feel disgraced being a guy.
for those who spoil men's repu, FUCK U
i still have to say,
not all men are out for sex, majourity of them are.
not all men are insensitive, majourity are.
not all men are MCPs, some are.

and the best thing is, good looking men belongs to the majourity.

lol i told oinkie i wana change sex. change my name to elmody (to match melody). lol
ting whould change to tinglody and raine to rainlody. we will become a hhappy famlody.

oh ya i scared the crap out of oinkie today. WOOT.

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weeeeeeee.... @

happy belated birhtday lynette
happy belated birthday xiong
happy birthday ruru~

woah.. october birthday bash har...

anyway take note of the following events:

dejavu thur
@ club momo on 13th Oct!
$14 per head.
free flow from 9 to 10pm!
R&B and Hip Hop throughout the night!
age limit 18 years old for both gender!
call me for tickets!

SOX Sentosa outing!
16th Oct
7.30am at Small mac
to invited SOX personnels only.
contact PRISY NOW. LOL

i miss oinkie ):

im thinking if i should go to Malaysia with hg, zx, mh and kw... i want to but i have commitments in school. shall update u dudes again over the next 2 days.

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@

you are never alone...
because you know you always got yourself to count on !
=)

sher down.
x(

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alone. @

i feel so alone now.
nt becuz of what happened earlier in the day.
what happen was because a seris of events that had happened.

feel like calling oinkie..
she probably have her own problems.
ting? i dun call her de.
she just know my problems event i dun say them.

why do people keep having misconceptions of me?
why perceieve me of what i am not?

forget it.
this stinking feeling
probably just another bad patch.

fuk it.

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i cant do anything. @

im busy busy busy busy busy ...

now im broke..

haa.. spent my own money on the workshop held by bsc on saturday. the school now owe my $109! now i dun have enough money for myself..

im tired..

i noe oinkie and tingy must have problems..
i cant help..
oinkie is cutting herself.
so is ting...
i saw those scars...
i cant do anyting..
i din want to ask for the reason.
coz i dowan them to even think about it..

i dun wana noe the reasons. just be happy.

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