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i need sleep..! @

haha!

haven been sleeping well for the past two days..

anyway.. not much to say of what im doing for the past 2 days

catching crabs and mahjong

hmm.. surpsoe to go momo today. but din wanted to spend $$. saving up to go to malaysia. oh ya im going to malaysia on 27th Oct to 1st Nov. that means i gona miss denise's birthday.

im busy with gcc at the moment. sometimes its vv pek chek that people dun understand the way i work, and the commitment i have. hello i do not only have one club to commit to in sch. yes i noe its my fault but at least understand me can?

hais. i realised i regerted alot of not enjoying what i used to have.

i miss my secondary school life
i miss having a relationship
i miss thos brother[x] days
i miss bintan
i miss vietnam
i miss staying over at nana house
i miss the chirstmas party at sabby's house
i miss the newyear party at my house
i miss sox's 1st sentosa trip
i miss oinkie, raine, ting
i miss my 5 laopos
i miss my 8 baobeis

but whats the use of missing?

defination of miss = u missed means u din hit it. mens u have to TRY HARDER.

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sometimes i really feel disgraced being a guy.
for those who spoil men's repu, FUCK U
i still have to say,
not all men are out for sex, majourity of them are.
not all men are insensitive, majourity are.
not all men are MCPs, some are.

and the best thing is, good looking men belongs to the majourity.

lol i told oinkie i wana change sex. change my name to elmody (to match melody). lol
ting whould change to tinglody and raine to rainlody. we will become a hhappy famlody.

oh ya i scared the crap out of oinkie today. WOOT.

his footsteps