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everything changes. @

i realised how much my life and friends changed.

my oinkie. my melody.

went i just met her. i never thought that we could click.
but eventually we did.
i still remember the oinkie.
who used to cry suddenly during our Kbox session, and suddenly laugh and smile at another moment.
who used to toture me with those &*(%)^% * stuns and ignore me at the other.
who tried to stop smoking for a month (LOL).
who i remembered to bring back a pack of cigerates for her when i came back from malaysia.

but now. i see oinkie smiling everyday.
reading sms and smiling.
but shes thinks too much.
oinkie all ur friends are happy for u.
love is something that is so powerful right?
everyone is busyyy... but no matter what we will try to meet up.
and even though those meet up might not be that frequent.
we still feel "attached" to each other right (I KNOW U WANA SAY TAO YAN. SHH).

on the other hand...

i remember that ting.
that never stops jumping. even when she walks.
who never fail to bright up my day.
with her laughter, and irriatingness.
who made my secondary school near perfect.
with those cool hats. silly badges. and funky bags

but now..
she cries, she cuts..
ting been through so much.
she no longer jump or hop to sch anymore..
she drags her feet..
yet i sit here helplesss..

and i remember raine.
who lent me countless homework to copy..
whos the hardworking one that sits behind me for my secondary 4.
who have grown prettier over the years..

bbut now..
shes troubled.
it always been a hard route for her.
she whine, she complains.
but she never gives up.
the old strong raine that always i knew.

not forgetting kuanli and regina.
whom i have held dearly.
but everyone left after that.
but just like the old times.
we never fail to brighten each other up during our meetings.

and me?
i duno how much i changed.



my life been up and downs.
i OWE my life to many of my friends out there.
those times at brother[x]
those times at SOX.
these times at poly.
these times at my unions.

did i change? tell me more about it.



its been a great 2005.
yet i dun wana move on..

his footsteps