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vex double @

weekends~ my long awaited week end is here.
shiat! mid sem test 2 weeks more!

i got something from amanda today! so darn happy! for some reasons i keep bumping into her for the pass few weeks. she actually brought me an elmo. so happy lor! but somehow, duno who start all this crap, when im online someone said we so fast already 1 mth liao got to exchange present! CRAP la! haha..

on the other hand. i quite vex and troubled. i never wanted to doubt any of my teammates. but really, its often me at lectures. kinda scary thoough, becoz i attend lectures with notes. im really at my wit's end. but i shall nt giv up my hope on them. go junquan go. u can do it

met up with kun, jony today for the movie aeonflux. it was quite ok but not really worth the movie! i got the chicken landyard for some of my friends (stole actually). haha!

im so vex now. im so confused.
i wana move on. but somehow i cant forget my past, or maybe my past had led me to have a phobia to carry and start a new life. when i took the bus to kun's house today, when the bus passes East View Secondry School. memories just flow. in that instnat i felt happy.

i think its time for me to grow up. look things in a bigger perspective. i wana be someone strong, someone confident, mentally and emotionally...

i think raine is right. one might not need to have such a big circle of friends, but a few precious one around will do.

i hope to meet up with my baobeis/bitches or sox this weekend!

his footsteps