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hmm. saw jac got into the next round of star idol. im really happy for her. but at the same time worried about my project. in fact most of my group mates are worring me. keep saying not much to do, but i already listed the things to be done. never ending. but i never once gave up on them, but i believe everyone have their ablitites. i may sound very hositle the last post, pardon me but im desprated to get things done.

haha i voted once! grats Jac. fufil ur dreams ba.

i woke up at 11am, thinking my school starts at 1pm. i checked my time table. 11 -1pm RM tutorial. i rush down to sch, luckily i did, if not yanling and jun might had died. the best thing is roche ask:

why are u late?
i not going to give any excuses sir, i overslept

lol. u should see his reaction. he stunned.

nvm i mark u presentm dun do it again.

thats how i got away.

had bsc meeting today, im in chrage of a new project, Project Xmas.
im so excited.

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maybe im too insensitive, to the words i use, to the people around me.
saw dewgong today. i din realsie her friend was crying until eli told me.
sorry la! that proves something oso okay! met up with dewgong again around evening time. i have so much to tell her!

suddenly i fall into depression again.
looking at my workload. looking at my commitmments.
i wana do well~ i wana tell others i can do it~
i think of my friends, i think of them
i dun understand what they are thinking, i cant help them either


im really vex and on the edge of falling into it again.

his footsteps