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felt all terrible recently.
i flare up easily.

had a talk. once drift apart, it is diffcult to come back.
its that true for all relationships?
even friendships?
i dun wana think about this.
the thought of dirfitng apart from everyone is scary.
i dun wana lose them


had an ice cream session with dar! today.
party is to celebrate my completion of my crm project.
i realised how much i missed my past, like i always do.
recently. though my friends,
i saw a reflection of myself. and i smile.

the process of liking someone.
and not knowing how he/she feels about you is wierd.
yet you only get this feeling once.
weather if the relationship move on.
its still once.

i learnt the hard way.
not to give wrong signals.
i hurt her.
so the advaice i gave.
was to. tell the person that you are not interested.
in that way. u hurt him less.

love is such an amazing thing.
"you should not let a failed relasitnship tie you down"
many tell me that.
yes.
but its not easy for me to move on.
everytime i wana start afresh.
ill think again.
and think.
till its too late.

its time to face the truth.
ill never be with you.. (lycris from "Its Beautiful"


his footsteps