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this feeling @

im getting this sinking feeling again.

completed my retailing in action.
comparing the other 2 classes.
i think my class performed much much better.
atsomphere was there. so was the traffic.
most of us managed to break even.
had so much fun running around in 1st Avenue.
shouting. kicking. playing.
blasting music. luffing.

but so much happend.
i prepare till 6am in the morning.
jun was late.
yanling din come.
everything went bad.
so did my temper.
but its over.

recently im getting back that feeling again.
the feeling of feeling depressed.
i call people up.
no one picks up.
everyone's busy.

maybe its the workload.
5 members.
1 deffered. 1 blur. 1 busy. 1 always sicky.
me?
take retail management.
looking for stock. collecting stock. bring stock. set up.
sell. bring back stock. fuck. basically i completed everything. ALONE.

and all these? i get shit.
no use being so fucking nice when no one appriciates.
im being discrminated by my clubs.
HEY. get this right
MARKETING IS NO FUCKING JOKE DIPLOMA
FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK YOUR WORKLOAD IS HIGHER THAN US.
AND FUCK U AGAIN IF U COMPARE.

may all the fuckers rot in hell.


his footsteps