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it feels numb.
but i feel like tearing myself apart.

the reason being.
i said. delete ME from your lives.
look.

i feel helpless.
when i see everyone around me.
those who loved each other so much.
trying and dying to make things work out.
but ended up breaking each other more.

ask rachel.
everytime we cant decide where to go.
i would still say bugis.
but u happen not to work that day.

ting and rane.
trying very hard to make things work.
yet i rather move forward to put it in my blind spot.

look.
i deleted all ur blogs.
coz i cant bear to read anymore.
i blog. u blog. she blog. they blog.
when will this ever end?

i feel helpless.

and i still got all the valentine's gift at my house. yet to be given out.
locked in the cupboard.
locked in my heart.

i am here.
so will be my heart. my memories.
oinkie. ting. raine. jane. cherie. roubin.
and my hp.
24/7 . if u ever need me call me.
one week later, one month later, one year later.
10 years later. it wont change.
just like those memories engraved into my soul.
i promise i wont change my number.
just for you.

his footsteps