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a simple S word. @

today i gona talk about the letter S.
which makes up so many words.

Money makes man evil.
Its really true!

I wrote a familar post on my family and today I wana continue it.
My Dad came home today, and just because no one open the door for him.
He threw away the food that he brought for us.
He threw his keys, watch all over the place.
Whats with his attitude?
MUM is not your maid.
At that moment, at more nonsense from you. You gona get it from me.
You said before, nothing is more important than kinship.
But comparing with the past, before we are more well off,
that sentence dosen't seem to mean anything anymore?
What esle you want?
Quarral with me? next mum. who next?

oh forgot in the morning, the whole family went out WITHOUT me.
I dont feel attached in this family anyway?
I think I am a mere accident, thats why Im borned.
Money isnt a form of CARE.

S word. Stupid. Money breeds stupididty.
It made me grew too dependent on everyone esle.
For money seem to be able to buy me most stuff.

I dont wana stay in this family anymore. I dont wana stay in a house which I talk to no one.
Am I a stranger?



I used to love my family.




Nothing is consistent in this world, except change.
and yet sometimes its too consistent till you cant see it.

I jjust want another S word.
Simple.

I want a smiple life.
A life which I can do things I enjoy
a life that have always been pictured in my dream for 19 years.

Simplicity can be the most complex thing in the word.
I have simple thoughts, and yet people view them as complex.
A human mind might be as deep as an ocean, but no one knows whats underneath the ocean.


I feel like Shit now.

his footsteps