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THIS IS A FREAKING LONG POST. @

DISCLAIMER:
THIS WILL BE A FREAKING LONG POST.
COMMENTS ARE SERIOUSLY NOT WELCOMED.

here goes.

somehow or rather, im getting rather unlucky recently.
and it all points to myself.

my v3 got spoiled, the phone that i loved so much even though everyone ask me to change it. and very unwillingly im using my dad's 6680 now. the following, i lost my wallet during SL Camp few days ago. and yesterday after clubbing @ butter factory, i deserved much of the blame becoz i shouldnt have driven to club at the first place. and my without much questioning quarreled with me like ive killed someone.

but i believe everything is chaning. some kind soul brought my wallet back into my mailbox.

in a typical sms to oinkie

me : I FOUND MY WALLET!

oinkie: Walao. E world is fuckin unfair! Cheebye. I lost my bag for 8 months already and nobody friggin returned any shit to me. Dammit

thats the oinkie i loved.

oh ya . i got into a minor accident.
for those who din know what happened.
this is what happened.

i went clubbing @ butterfactory with jac, joyce, ting, elizabeth, shuling and wei xiang. being at a private party, most of them were tp students. we enjoyed ourself, and i drank abit more. im sobber i must say, but i aint willing to take the risk for my newly recieved lisence, so i told ade to drive. at the turn out to the carpark, the secoond left door of my car hit the wall. at that point of time. i knew something bad gona happen.

ade this is not ur fault okay? <3. dont worri about it.

after sending the girls home, i got home, feeling tired. bathed and slept.

which kind of people. burge into ur door, and without asking much, accuses u for drink driving?

i din wanted to tell my dad anything, because the first world he said was, u drink and drive izzit.
for the 18 years of my life, my dad never doubted me anything. not even when i was put behind bars when my friends stole something and i took up the blame.
drink and drive? you think your son isn't sensible?
dad. i din wanted this kind of this to happen. yes i admit it is my fault, but your tone of talking was totally wrong.
i admit i wasnt the best of any child that. i admit im hard to handle.
but im accussed.
never in my life i felt so insulted.

and im not talking much to anyone in my family.
becuz every other person in the family thought that my sis did it, she's angry.
becuz mum tries to cover up for me, and becuz of dad accusing me.
by hook or my crook, i gona get money and repair the damage.

people who owe my money plesae return me!

i shall wait for jiefeng to break camp later in the day, and how much does repairing a broken odysyee door and repainting the door and bumpers cost.
and i shall NOT drive to club again.
that is if i ever have the chance again.

the topic of cars aside.
i really enjoyed company from my friends,
i saw ahboo, cherie and jane with their regular clubber friends at MS after their double O.

i realised how long since i last saw them.
i realised its been nearly a month since i last met up with rachel (not my class rach)
i realised how long since i last say hazel and wendy too.
and i realise there are tons to people i wana meet up with.
and i really can see those who stood my me when i need them.
joyce forbid me to drive, becuz shes afraid i get into trouble.
oinkie provided me with all the answers i needed (u CHEEEBYE. WHEN WE MEETING UP?)
ting was there for me. raine was there too.
and of course my other girlies.

there are loads and loads i wana blog about friendship. after much thought, i decided not to.

the aftermath of SL camp is still crazy.
the food comm is still crazy about 小白(S)
小白! 小白! where are u?! <3
i love those crazy bunch much.

fornow. i just wana get over and done with, with that car and that dad of mine.
please ask me out, i dun wana live in warzone everyday.

<3

his footsteps