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bad patch @

ive been through enough bad patches.
but i wonder if ill pull through this one..

im spoilt.
very.
i din understand the pharse "save for the rainy days"
and now im in deep shit.

every note i take from my parents, i feel guilty
i know theres some problem in my family.
dad's even start to smoke secertly.
and now im trying to save.
to some extend, i dont eat in sch.
even if i fall sick i insist not to visit the doctor.
i dont take transport home (at least i have classmates who walk with me).
its hard for me to turn from bling bling back again.

i swear to god. money's what motivate me.
sorry if ive turn lidat.
theres bound to be someone reading my blog and mock at me.
seriously i dont care!

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dewgong brought me a t-shirt
i have to down 2 sizes to wear that.
aw well.

his footsteps