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tired @

im tired.
i wont choose anymore.
tired of breaking down.
everytime, everynow and then.

sometimes i just have to depend on myself.

ive hurt her and myself too much.
let fate decide.

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when elmo goes to work. @

hello!! :)
when elmo goes to work.

sending emails to my boss.

got fed up so i switched off the monitor
and up a pick up a gun.

and loaded it with chickens.

its a way of destress
when you overwork in an advertising agency.

kicking feather cocks.
and frog jumpshots

flowers for my baby please?

elmo's fine!

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260506 @

26/05/06

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26/09/06.

our special date.

i may pamper you,
i sometimes hamper you,
and i sure get you mad.
sometimes i floor you,

but dear.
ill always love you.

happy anni , kaiqi.
ill be back in ur arms again.

(:

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happy birthday @

happy birthday kuan li.
happy birthday fei fei.

kuan li : how's everything going on in canada? its hard to celebrate occassion overseas, i understand. dont worry aright? work hard. ting i and company will be waiting for you to be back real soon.

fei fei: sorry fei, cant send you presents, cant be there for you. FEI FEI! cheer up! its time to be a happier person. thanks alot fei for everything.

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@

woke up every morning
its a pain and bliss to wake up everyday, without you by my side.
and goes to bed thinking of you again.

everyone thinks im okay, im alright.
i am alright. im terms of living on.
perharps not everybody get to feel the level of helpless-ness i felt.

seeing the one losing everything.
just to wait for me to be back.
hurts more than everything else.

i said i would stay.
and never leave.
will be back for her.
and i want to.
i want to.
i really want to.
ill give anything just to be back in her arms again

im not a selfish creature and never be one.
i said i will leave ( though i never wanted to )
so that i wont stand in the way.
i love you more than anything else..

to lose yourself.
to completely fall in love.
that i experienced before.

painful?
blissful?

i love you kaiqi.
nothing matters more than you happiness.
nothing.
nothing at all.

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@

rahhh...!
i wana see colours in ur blog!

- <3 twinnie.

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<3 @

<3 a small symbol like this,
meant alot to me.

my kaiqi loves me.
more than anything else.

hard for her when im away.
for her,
kept me less worried , by avoiding the things i dont like
doing things for me (like my debit card and my ns documentation).
sending lil presents for me from singapore
and most importantly,
waiting.

everynight we chatted on phone.
closed my eyes,
yet when i open them,
baby's not there.

i may not say
i may not show.
but baby, whatever you did,
u let me know .
how much you care.
how much you love

seperated by oceans,
separated by distance.
bought together by fate and love.

baby.
thanks for doing all those for me.
thanks for waiting for me.
thanks for loving me.

never have i felt so overwhelmed before.
kaiqi, i love you.
we will share a great deal of memories when you come to hong kong.
and many more to come.

i never had someone like you.

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What Ive been looking for @

What I have been looking for:

It's hard to believe
That I couldnt see

You were always there beside me.
Thought I was alone,
With no one to hold.
But you were always right besides me.

This feeling like no other

I want you to know.

I've never had someone that know me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I have been looking for

So good to be seen
So good to be heard

Dont have to say a word

For so long I was lost
So good to be found

I'm loving having you around.

This feeling like no any other.

I want you to know.

I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before, I finally found
What I've been looking for

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i love baby @

i love you kaiqi.

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overseas @

finally got a time to blog!
have been really busy for the past two weeks.
working with 9 different brands drive you crazy.

focus groups, commerical shoots, studio recording, comeptitive ad reports, research, analysis....

yet. never forgotten!

1) call baby at 00:00 , tell her i love her.
2) send gifts to baby on our anni
3) write letters to baby everyday

on our anni

a pair of earrings, two hearts. DHL-ed from HK to SG!

with many many postcards.. (shes forcing me to do corrections =/)

baby said she want lilies before i flew.

there! she got it!

WHEY. i want that kiss then im back.

LOVE given.
LOVE felt.
LOVE recieved.

Love me again.

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@

我都收到了,
全把它放在心里.

- twinnie.

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@

futile or not.

depends on how u view it.
besides.. its too early too say isnt it? :)

futile or not.

LOVE.

- twinnie.

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wait @

everything ive tried turns to be futile.
no point saying, no point doing anything.
for now, im stuck here on hong kong.

maybe all i could do now
i just hold on to all our promises,
love her, pray that she will feel it.
and wait.

wait.
wait.

futile.

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