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Dear Jun Quan

Congratulations on your offer for the Bachelor of Commerce (Advertising) at Curtin to commence in February 2010.



great.

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growing old @

at 12, im worrying if i can make it to secondary
at 14, im playing around in secondary sch
at 16, we were gossiping about who's with who, and worrying about O level.
at 17, we see people break up, get together, chionging projects
at 18, we started talking about National Service
at 21, we get stressed from work, uni lives are introduced into our lifes , we talk about stable relationships and maybe marriage,

at 23, i would receive wedding invites.
at 24, friends would probably talk about buying property / cars
at 25, i will probably be god father of my friend's children.
at 28, they will probably worry about their children education.

growing up is scary.

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im glad everything is over,
yes it hurts, but at least it beats living everyday in a emotional roller coaster.
and i dont have to hold back anymore.

i never liked things that are uncertain. i must move on, somehow.

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loved.

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choices @

it feels like im starting to have second thoughts...

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Do things always go in a cycle?
After so many years I find myself back at square one,
making a decision that I have to make few years back,
with the same person I have fallen head over heels with.

Fate has given us a second chance.
Yet then again, Ive decided no, ill still leave it to chance.
Mainly because I want to take off, to my future and to my career.
And all these meant its not ideal for her in the process.

Then again how often do I find someone like her crossing paths with me?
Someone who I really understand, who I can really read her mind.
Someone who I really want to be with.
Will i regret my choice yet again?

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